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2007-12-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

still having mixed emotions...
coz i know i will miss everything, everyone...
and... esp you, thats why its more confusing
yeahs. you somewhat opened my heart and is entering it...
nothing much to say, this whole year left nothing but sweet memories.
we cant go back and re-experience everything that's what makes it memorable.
the more something cant be reached, the more precious is it.

anw, my new blog is
www.doushita-no.blogspot.com

LOL, it was originally everything-goesleft but oh well,
IM USING IT
dunno what to do next

Jaa'
anw i'll be mia from tml till 12th.
coming back at like midnight?
~~so yeahs, miss me~~ XD
~~let it be a test, a test to see... things for myself.~~
blehs, suppose to be packing but oh wells.
i will miss~~you~~, you people

anw, this a kinda good site
www.wikihow.com
and this Be happy with who you are!
you can search for a lot of hows, as in a lot.
you search and you will know

299th post

2007-12-07T11:52:00.001+08:00

hmms, post about last night.
was super tired, while waiting lava to sms, fell asleep, not rly but dozed off~
later chatted with lava till near 11.50, needa sleep then went slp.
smsed joel, i said i've got a lot to say so he say later call him then chat.
but i went off to sleep...
later i woke up and ans a call, LOL, it was joel, at 1.44am liddat.
i thought he was oenry coz he told me to spread msg to sec 2 about bbq
so chatted till 3am liddat, then both go sleep.
during the time, woke my sis up and stuff.
i found out he called me twice. LOL... but i was soundly asleep.
what i know was, i think i was having a nightmare bahs.
my sis's tossing and turning freaked me out.
woke up at 11 coz parents forced me to,
i said i wanna slp and realise sis complained to mum and stuff.
had lunch, was forcing dad to eat veg, he argued and of course i lost.
what he said was, don't forget you are fighting with a professional.
LOL

most prob, last post will be today =)
then i will like announce the next blog's url?
HAHS

hellllosss! IM BACK!

2007-12-06T18:34:00.000+08:00

yeah, back from sjab leisure camp.
1st day kinda sian and stuff but yeaps.
got into groups and started some games then amazing race.
and its soooo tiring, and i can confirm we went dhouby ghaut to change mrt etc at least 4 times.
went bugis village, hdb hub, ang mo kio hub, toa payoh, bishan and nanyang poly.
we did stupid stuff like getting people to watch us perform and sing,
asking people about stuff etc, refer to photos.
my grp members are nice =D
the hdb hub one super funny, yueyoong's eye super sharp and saw mam wanteng n sir wenjie,
then bought food, names but start with S.A.I.N.T so got a lot of stuff then got natalie(?)
yeahs, then cannot finish so i suggested stupid idea of putting dirty tissue so they wont touch and worked coz they must check. and we went around lying etc.
nanyang poly's is so so so so so TIRING.
1st we go block s then needa go block f which is like the other end and its super duper far,
main gate to sidegate at least 4 times XD. maybe about there, i dunno.
then went back, relaxing, bathed and washed 2 doggies.
coz use toilet's hose and wash yy's and sharmine's hair... like dog liddat...
then went for dinner and balloon games after putting jacket in ava(step on attached balloons)
yeah, keep getting my balloons burst. sharon, nabil pro one. hahas.
went back ava room, super cold. then rested a while, and our lollipops disappeared along wif jacket then wenjie gave it to AC... OUR LOLLIPOPS LEIS!
was told many scary stuff then went back watched The Ghost Game, thai horror.
wasnt in the mood and too scared so jolene in front then use her block me.
she n sharon super pro, not scared one.
then once in a while oenry came disturbed.
of course, getting beaten and scolded. haha.
i nv watch the whole thing, bits and bites lor.
i know, behind part turn gore. LOL!!!
went sleep, super cold. yueyoong trembled like crazy. huddled or cuddled then slept a while
but woke up again.
finally my turn for night trail, yeahs i was the 3rd. so melissa said stuff, then made it scary.
the hall thing was scary, walked around whole school's arena block then cca block yeahs.
one part oenry lie down, i was like, wth nco sleeping when on duty?
lols. i went err... *stones* hello?
then he kept laughing and yeahs, amused or whatever.
finished all, laipeng(cant rmb sp) tried scaring me but saw her shadow so yeaps.
sat down then keep hearing oenry's scarings and ppl shrieking and stuff.
was told about pb's night trail. freaky la...
then went back bunk sleep.
zipped whole sleeping bag up. told sharon to look at me then cover the flip on top.
i was totally being stupid la, so i slept in that bag yeahs,
then i felt sick, made yanli accompany me in not sleeping...
yeahs, im mean, evil, whatsoever coz i was freaked out,
later soon, sun rises and stuff...
continued amazing race around chinatown, i was lik cannot run, exhausted.
walking crookedly, wobbly feets and stuff.
but we managed to finish and stuff, went back sch then went tiong get "happy meal!"
coz we ate ours so yeahs, then saw mum and sis getting books.
and i dun wanna elaborate. LOL.
hmm, then slack ard, eat lunch then went ava for "prize ceremony"
ate mcflurry, which i nv tried and dun like, in the room then give out "rations"
then went tiong wif sharon buy stuff and doing the butt dance or whatever, it goes~
cant rmb but keep doing it in fairprice.
one station we had to speak tamil, ask ppl teach then i said the word and the indian looked at me, my tamil not bad nehs?
went home and rotting now. very tired.
oh yeah, 1st station was... rofl, you hafta fill a bottle with water using your hands to contain it before reaching the bottle.
we were last and stuff... but we got 2nd in the end?
today we got 3rd coz kinda sian-ed
thats about all... kays, here come the photos
and coz they use my cam so i got photos of my grp, got vid also but no sound.
heres the album
HERE
same thing, pw is I LOVE LAVI!

OMG. IM EATING SKITTLES TO KEEP AWAKE>
its like only $1 so i bought
*flips to back*
best before 05082007
WHAT THE HELL! IM EATING EXPIRED STUFF.
RAWRR!
*sends domo-kun to attack fairprice*
but forget it, im too lazy and it wont kill

rawrrrrr

2007-12-04T17:20:00.001+08:00

tml camp lazy pack.
back from sch to take consent form.
sch bookshop CLOSED.
starts freakin jinyan
jump n hug pillar, hit both ankles, blueblack...
pain la.
coz coop at home till siao already...
then went tiong walk walk wif sharon and yanli
then outside mrt start crapping about
*cough* those stuff*
don't think slanted or whatever shit.
sians, i lazy pack, no mood to go camp tml.
jaa'

5 more posts

2007-12-04T13:36:00.000+08:00

... to a new blog...
i made it already, the url and the blogskin...
which is pretty and i wanna change it but saving it for my 2nd bloggy
lalala... im boooooooored.
super boreeeeeeeed.
*sings flavor of life*
i wanna memorise the lyricssssss~
anw, hana yori dango parody
stupid lor
and then, my dad found a cute ear piece, dunno from where
its like can retract and stuff de.
so wires wont tangle and stuff...

rawrr its m1 RIGHT?

2007-12-04T11:33:00.000+08:00

i've no idea but i sent my phone for repairs,
yeah it took bus/mrt and stuff and went there.
took phone back, EVERYTHING DEFAULT!
reset again then later send smses...
no one reply, pissed off.
then this morning 6 smses at a go!
RAWRR.. not my phone problem right?
and my mum got a n81 i think then my grandma likes it.
she threw tantrums, yeah she is this cute.
i think she got over it since the phone is kinda complicated and stuff,
now my phone seems alright =D
my dad said he know i like it then he said see first,
if there's a buyer for my o2 phone.
LOL. i kinda got used it so yeahs.
later needa go back sch at 3.30 to take consent forms.
SIANNNNNNSA
My dad say my monitor too old, wanna change to widescreen and my monitor,
will die soon. BUT I DON'T WANT WIDESCREEN!
i'm an idiot who would go zzz coz the proportion of the tv/vid isnt erm, right, yeahs.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....
i realised im pretty much of a perfectionist and nooooooooo...

for some random reasons

2007-12-03T18:07:00.000+08:00

i DO feel older... hahas.
like i've mentioned, i saw the difference between a 12 and a 14.
lols. no offence to 12 yr olds.

these 2 years passed fast, everything that happened, only brief details are remembered.
but this unwillingness to accept the truth that a year's over is currently present within me.
all have to grow and move on with life.
everybody knows they had to cherish things before they finally pass and leave regrets, but most still don't seem to cherish them, or more of, they don't know how.
i remembered some things clearly while some might not remember the same things. i've learnt a lot things this year as in, gained more experience and knowledge. sometimes, i just can't wait to grow up and do all the things i want to do but at the same time, new responsibilities will be introduced and i never thought of wanting to accept them.
what i know now is to do what i'm supposed to do, do what i want, leaving no space for regrets since time can't be turned back, memories can't be rewinded...
it hit me that i shouldn't be as childish as im now, often. ahhh, i've no idea and i just felt like typing loads of craps. its just another 8-10 posts till another new blog. the url, i've already made it coz i don't want people to, unluckily, choose the same one as me.
XD yeaps. HMMS, suddenly felt like going back to cameron highlands and start playing like what we did in one of the rooms, watch those stupid (funny) gore movies, at the same time fearing we'll be too loud and chased back to our rooms, cramming in one small bed, complaining about the cold...
and the chalet too, that day when i went to Escape, passed that route we went to the chalet, flashbacks played. how we, esp me, carrying those bags and making our way there. my bomb XD and bags, how we tried to stay up... t
he most memorable was the water bombs! haha, played and ran around like nobody's business and then feared that security would kill us for wasting so much water.
okays, im listening to flavor of life which is the song on my blog, i think people reading would be feeling about the same as me bahs. music does affect the mood, ambience, atmosphere...
RAWRR, this post isnt long enough~

LYRICS TO FLAVOR OF LIFE (got from here)

Lyrics & Music: Utada Hikaru

Arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

tomodachi demo koibito demo nai chuukan chiten de
shuukaku no hi wo yumemiteru aoi furu-tsu
ato ippo ga fumidasenai sei de
jirettai no nan notte? baby~

arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

amai dake no sasoi monku ajike no nai doku
sonna mono ni wa kyoumi wa sosorarenai
omoitoori ni ikanai toki datte
jinsei suteta mon janai tte

doushita no? to kyuu ni kikareru to “uun. nandemo nai”
sayounara no ato ni kieru egao watashi rashikunai
sinjitai to negaeba negau hodo nandaka setsunai
“aishiteru yo” yori mo “daisuki” no hou ga kimi rashii janai?
The flavor of life

wasurekakete ita hito no omoi wo totsuzen omoidasu koro
furitsumoru yuki no shirosa wo omou to sunao ni yorokobitai yo

daiyamondo yorimo yawarakakute atatakana mirai
teni shitai yo kagiri aru jikan wo kimi to sugoshitai
“arigatou” to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life

ENGLISH:

When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life

Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
what’s causing this frustration baby

When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life

Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
it sparks no interest in me
even when things do not go the way you want
it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away

When asked ‘ whats wrong?’
I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me

The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you
the flavor of life

the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more

A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you

when you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life

I NEED MORE HANA YORI DANGO-NESS
the parody is friggin' stupid and a disgrace to the show, in my case.
but at the same time freakin' funny. esp the cookies part.
the front part, the takes is extremely stupid...
link?
just go crunchyroll and search hana yori dango parody
domyouji in anime seems to be super ugly...
the anime quality isnt that good to me but oh well.
oh yeah, i watched this quiz which F4 had to take a quiz on how much they know Makino
Domyouji(Jun) full of confidence... in the end... LOL
all on crunchy...
and i rmb there was this band name F4, now i finally know how they got their band name.
it origins from hana yori dango, the drama version live action, was meteor garden.
both jap n tw version exists but i PREFER HANA YORI DANGO,
coz i watched it.
I LOVE IT!
DOMYOUJI-KUN!!!!!!
anw, I KNOW MY BLOG SONGS DO SCARE YOU,
COZ I SCARED ME AS WELL
T____T

songs sharing day?

2007-12-03T16:52:00.000+08:00

random photos

shared songs with rebe,
she sent me those super junior and tvxq songs
nice lar.
as in sooo nice, love their voices...
then later lava asked for jap n korean slowww songs.
sian liao thn anyhow bombed her with a lot.
she say too much then cancel most.
HAHA, purposely cancel the transferrin one
marry u and hug is sooo nice.

MATSUMOTO JUN!

2007-12-03T11:53:00.000+08:00

need more hanayoridango-ness
but no way am i gonna watch the anime.
hooked on flavor of life by utada hikaru.
anw, matsumoto jun looks so handsome la.
as in, with his permed hair kinda not that nice but i went to search,
he's one of the members in Arashi, no wonder its feat. arashi songs.
i like him in hana yori dango.
I LOVE HIS CHARACTER LA.
HAHA

my sis knows i like him then she was like,
you prefer who?
lavi or him?
if you prefer him i "take" lavi.
wth la.
LOL.
my lavi is in danger

hyd

2007-12-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

i finished both seasons in like 3 days coz 1st season 9ep, 2nd 11ep.
okay larhs. quite nice but might be boring for you.
watched on veoh, sometime cannot load properly.
maybe gonna watch dgrayman ep50 if out...
hana yori dango is kinda stupid and the anime is like horrible as in graphics.
i nv even think of watching it coz its like so eww
hope tuesday no training

birthday =D [escape!]

2007-12-01T19:24:00.000+08:00

err, happy world aids day!
thanks for all the wishes, thanks for the hugs too.

so basicly last night, i was still awake like on last few minutes of 30 NOV and 1DEC.
cindy wished me happy birthday at 11.58(shown on phone) then told me to enjoy the day fully(2mins)
HAHA. but she's the earliest and lava fell asleep.
thanks all, and yeaps, i was dealing with some personal problems, and nagging at sister till 00.30+
went escape today with lava's bro, lava and sis.
2 adults + 2 children = eligible for family combo
sis n her bro, pretty cold but better and that bro of hers, bragging n bragging
and took us the wrong way.
anw, we got it by paying for family combo which is $40.
adults $16.50 child $8.30
if not wrong, save a lot money lor.
i cant rmb sequence so i go by rides and stuff yeahs?
and i nv go there b4 so yeahs, my 1st

HAUNTED MANSION
funniest and stupidest.
oh yeah i am so brave. we reached escape like at 10.30 or so.
-1st
then we went haunted mansion, super funny.
sister was 1st then that worker guy scared her when we all were outside.
the going in part was horrible, i cant see anything and i was like, i wanna go out!
but cannot, my sis also didnt got out so we went in one row.
lava's bro in front and lava also in front.
we moved to second room liddat, i was hugging lava, if not pulling her bro's shirt
and looking down and moving and moving and screaming and screaming.
lava n her bro not scared coz dunno how many times.
last part got this human la, then scared her brother,
then finally got out!
lava complained about my sister coz she was pulling her shirt and we were like trying to *cough* take off her shirt
-2nd
after the 1st, i said i nv gonna go back in, ever again!
but was in the mood so went in, like so many ppl and the front door spoiled.
we wanted to run away but cannot coz lava n her bro... ZZZ
the funny thing was the safety thingy or board says something like,
"if you have small children with you, take care of them, or else they'll stay as one of us!"
anw, headache now >< style="font-weight: bold;">INVERTER
-1st
the 360 degree ride...
early what, so we took the front one.
so its like, kinda horrible since you are suppose to dangle up there and stuff.
lava thought i wouldn't go up but truth is, i did.
and starting i was screaming, then later i was bored then i shuddup.
its so fun, when we dangled up there, i kept screaming
"MY EYEBALLS ARE COMING OUT! NOOOOO!"
so funny la!
-2nd
2nd time we took middle and it was sooooooo boring...
then we nv shout lor, then enjoy only

RAINBOW THINGY
-1st
my sis not tall so one nice lady took her la as in accompany.
then 1st few times a lil scary coz got those feelings but shout for fun.
yeahs, cooling...
-2nd
nothing much, sis nv go up coz no adult pei.

GO KART
only 1 try
about 30mins waiting time?
then got in, 1st time doing it w/o rails, last time there is fixed path in hk disney.
then chiong then i was in middle so lava scared overtake.
the slope is steep and scary and its super fast la,
went few rnds smoothing then got one part after 2 slopes i crash into the sides.
lava heard a loud BAM.
so yeahs, bumped lava and her bro...

LOG THING
-1st
lava and her bro tricked us into sitting behind...
and i went wif lava, so my sis with her bro.
so cute la.
then i was shouting erm, those words when i came down and got super wet.
on the ride, we sung mary had a little lamb(lava's fave) and row row row your boat...
-2nd
switched, i sit in front which was scary...
nothing much coz when slide down, cant scream like whole stretch so i was like
AHHHHHHHHH *breathes in* AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
so funny la!

TEACUP THING
played a lot of time larhs, then sian.
so last time b4 going home i was sleeping on it.
haha.

MINI-ROLLER COASTER
sians

CARNIVAL
each of us got free $2 ticket.
played the horse raising thingy
prize: monkey.
its like soo cute and i want it so much.
if lava never get caught, i would've get it and nvm..
LOL.
I ALMOST WON BY A TINY BIT.
I WANT THE MONKEY!

ARCADE
during lunch went arcade.
then i played para para, lols, the love love again song keeps going love~love~
and its like so loud. played rmb me also LOL always play that coz nice mahs
then played the red blue green thing, got the spoilt one.
played daytona, got 3rd. my sis dunno how to play properly.
hahas, almost overtook va's bro but the stupid other cars blocked me!
played the other red blue green thing, i saw the red stuck then hit hard then...
yeahs, went in =X but its already sot what.
and we ARE suppose to hit hard...
then played 4 player shooting game, the army and war one, cant rmb name.
fun leis, my sis die then her bro then m then lava
she promote till sgt XD
i nv see the ins thing, which teaches you how to hold the long n big gun so i anyhow hold
and once i hit my teeth T___T

VIKING SHIP
-1st
so funny la, it gives me the i wanna die thingy as in fly~
not scary. sat at the end
-2nd
boring and sians
there's this funny guy who keeps saying he is jack sparrow and stuff...

BUMPER BOATS?
its like you will get super wet!
while waitin, some idiots sprayed water at us and my sister scolded em like siao.
anw, we got in, then we started spraying and stuff.
Its like a mini swimming pool and outside ppl can shoot also la.
so its like i aim for lava's bro head.
like washing hair then i shoot ppl i dunno know and he shoot me back
once i was in middle, lava's bro and that guy surround me and keeps shooting
and that uncle outside also aim at me, i came out super wet..
and best thing, all phones are in my bag so yeahs =D

still got what, cant think. so sad the roller coaster down...
rawrr...
i am super tired...
I WANT THE MONKEY!!! T___T

slept on the train back, till neck pain then came home, had dinner, ate cake and now im hungry,
LOL this yr all presents are you know, money.
WAAAAAAA, I WANT THE MONKEY!
that lucky lady who got the green monkey like put it on her bag
coz that monkey got those thing which you can stick each other.
and that lady keep appearing...
so saddddddd...
i am tired, just finished chores.
and no one online... waaaaaaaaaaa. i wanna chat on phone wif lava.
and me n sis still discussing about that mansion.
I AM NEVER GONNA GO BACK IN AGAIN!
UNLESS YOU VOLUNTEER TO BE IN FRONT OF ME AND GET HUGGED AND TORTURED BY ME XD

anw, i feel like saying this;
people who think they can disappear from the world w/o making any changes,
they are seriously wrong, very very wrong =)
was like nagging at sister coz yeahs, and yeahs.
lucky im not in the mood, if not i'll start blasting my thoughts and views etc on my blog

oh yeahs, my phone went crazy just now, my mum said its coz of the house.
as in haunted house, it got scared.
what happen was, no matter which direction we look, when the camera is on,
its always upside down!
amazingly right?
I WANNA WATCH HANA YORI DANGOOOOOOOOO!
the drama, lols, the anime seems to be pretty horrible?

288th post

2007-11-30T18:26:00.003+08:00

288th post.
LOL!
anw, in the end im going escape tml...
finally going out...
rawrr...
who gave me e hug?
next time kindly tell me =)

HYD

2007-11-30T09:05:00.000+08:00

on last episode...
rawrr.
did something stupid just now..
i saw a brown paper bag, then what?
put it over my head and goes to half asleep sis and said
" I'M DOMO-KUN! RAWRR!"
lame enuff?
lols.
anw morning/afternoon ~
-
finished Hana Yori Dango,
gonna watch im a cyborg but thats ok, coz i've been wanting to,
then watch Hana Yori Dango Returns!
anw, i realised i watched HYD ending on tv before and i was complaining about
how ugly tsukasa was. but you the longer you watch you'll feel,
tsukasa is good looking and rui is ugly.
LOL
-i think i'll watch HYD, that movie seems boring so i gave it up...
i feel sick, i dunno hungry or whatt

kl trip

2007-11-29T18:21:00.000+08:00

confirm im going to KL from 9th-12th
departing on 8th so im not going for ZPN
i think go by train bahs, nv board on those trains before.
so its like whole family going.
on one of the days, my parents will go take their license test which they worked so hard for.
and all the way, im gonna have lessons for the basic course.
lazy to explain what's the whole thing about but maybe will put a link here to official web.
its like, HQ in taiwan. hahas.
my family will squeeze into one room and also go shopping all the way...
while i've have to sleep with my classmates during the course, which obviously are adults.
just hope there'll be someone my age but kinda hard bahs
but gladly, my parent's friends,some, are there to so yeaps.
hais, how to socialize when i hate to, well kinda.
haha, long way to go?
looking forward to saturday, family seems to plan on taking me out.
WOOHOO~
*goes watch hana yori dango*

dramas

2007-11-29T13:44:00.000+08:00

wanna watch some dramas to drag and kill time...
planning to watch Attention Please and watching hana yori dango.
hana yori dango's starting is kinda stupid but oh well.
stupid boredom.
and each ep of drama is like 1 hour?
oh god..

OMG I LOVE HANA YORI DANGO[live action] ><
SO CUTE.
LOL!!!
the anime seems horrible but oh well,
I LOVE IT! but only 9 ep and i think season 2 on-going?
but i hate veoh, sometimes, i had to miss some parts of the episodes
T^T

you don't understand

2007-11-29T10:43:00.000+08:00

i cant find anyone who understands coz...
im soooo childish.
and why cant you get the hints, of what im trying to tell you?
and i got upset over it...
coz im naive and believes what's said!
RAWRR

279th post

2007-11-28T19:55:00.001+08:00

WAAA... CANT YOU PEEEPOOO JUST TAGG ME?
my blog is dying
*starts shaking blog violently*
don't dieeeeeee
or shld i say its my tagboard
*poke*
RAWRRR

pissed off

2007-11-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

just don't feel like good coz gen... shldnt say.
i'll be with you, dear =)

its like,
who's the one who told me to cherish you?
who's the one who told me to appreciate you?
who's the one who told me to listen to you coz you really listened to me?
and now, who's the one letting her go and hurting her badly?!
HYPOCRITE!

birthday chains

2007-11-28T16:34:00.000+08:00

29th November- mum's birthday
30th November- yueyoong's birthday
1st December- my birthday. jiasheng's too

newest

2007-11-28T15:28:00.000+08:00

took me about one hour to get idea and start drawing.
almost died yeahs?
took me another 1/2 hour to like "clean up" and
refine it on photoshop.
was listening to utada hikaru all the way...
no inspiration but thats how i sit
looks a lil awkward but yeahs.
wanted to try different poses and it ended like that
the ribbons were xtras since i wanted to draw ribbons badly.
kinda headache-y now.
AND ITS A MESSY SKETCH!
but managed to clean up pretty much
its supposed to be ME
but oh well.
sat in that position and ROLLED to mirror often to check.
yeahs, its supposed to have wheeeeels

click on the img n +1 view for me =)

zzz

2007-11-28T11:53:00.000+08:00

=(

RAWRR
as simple as that

do it or not

2007-11-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

kaiching told me about needing people to appeal for art class.i was initially very interested coz it seems pretty easy la.yeahs, then its like triple sciences will be like rushing and stuff alreadyand if i take arts its like... gonna be super busy?but its like i rly rly rly wanna take it coz im pretty interested in becoming a commercial artist next time. yeahs.its like im worried about the stress next year, and sjab coz comps coming up,meaning a lot of trgs, + the days we have to stay back for lessons + the amountof homework?
hais, i don't know if i shld take it or not coz its like soooooo tempting!
if i take it, i'll be able to work with a lot of mediums i've never get to use before.its sooo hard to make the decision.HAIS, but i dun wanna "sacrifice" the chance to take arts coz its offered as 9th subject.
what to do...
rawrr...
and im not willing to drop one science for arts too...
AHHHHH~
*sobs* its like arts has always been my interest since a few yrs ago...
lucky lava rubbed more sense into my head...
LOL, cant believe i wanna cry coz i nv take arts...
AHHHHHH~

nvm, i've decided not to take it after all, after thinking it through and disturbing lava

hmms, i feel like changing cca...
maybe to animation?
but most prob wont =)

YAY

2007-11-27T09:07:00.000+08:00

IM IN TRIPLE SCIENCES.
WOOHOO~
and also, so lil 2e, and majority 2f.
waaaa...
i saw the list and saw a jap name.
I am in 3G next yr that girl's in 3F.
hahas.
the 3 YYs still same class.
HAHAHAHAHAs
i know what you people are thinking
-________-
lalala, i don't like it, i want 3I instead,
nicer
E class always have nice peeps.
sians.sians.sians.
ALL MIXED UP AGAIN... i just came out from blender..
WE WERE KNOWN AS 2E'O7 AND ALWAYS WE WILL BE.

2E FTW!

D=

2007-11-27T08:15:00.000+08:00

not feeling well still wake up early -__-
its i cant sleep, last night keep having this tingly feel
then this morning, cough and flu and a lil headachy.
class list coming out.
i hope i'll be in same class as people whom i want to be with in same class.
yeahs, craps.
it seems that its not out yet...
my blog is kinda dead.
TAG PEOPLE, TAG!

WAAA

2007-11-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

maybe tml trg not going.
IM SICK! its like a bit cough n flu.
headache then one time cold like siao until tremble then later
warm like siao, keep sweating, now im kinda trembling and hands slowly starts to cold.
zzz.
and most importantly im hungry and a lil headache.
gonna go find food.
and i prepared everything for trg liaos.
hais, i must rmb msg yanli if i not going.
its like if i dun go its like 2 or 3 times consecutively not going for tues trg.
i rmb 1-2 times coz of school trips or geog stuff
then once not feeling well.
i scared ppl think i gu yi.
then plus i don't go see doctor one
*plays with apple*
got scolded by mum for getting sick again...
RAWRRR...
hope everything will be fine coz most prob i gonna rest at home and drink dunno what
flu tea or something, i drank 2 cups already leis...
AND BLEACH FANS or people who love good cosplays
MUST CLICK
check out the gallery too, i think its a he.
i got confused.
ITS SO WONDERFUL AND IT STOPS ME FROM SLEEPING!

2nd and 3rd victim of my crap shooting

2007-11-26T19:32:00.000+08:00

currently im feeling so sick, trembling and stuff. feel like vomiting also.

2nd victim - lawrence
coz he asked about my pm and suan me

ツ ' Løµ¡zå says:
i think you said no need but maybe i should just do it. you attack me and therefore i should retaliate or shld i say attack back but at this instance i don't have really much to say but let me shoot craps or would you like to call it crabs coz i want to do it for fun. and i have no idea what i'm typing coz it aint exactly getting through my mind as in i never think before i type and don't bother
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to read through everything once again coz i know those are nonsense and just a waste of time for me to read through so might as well don't and soon i'll be typing out long paragraphs, long enough to meet a composition's length. hoho. isnt that fun, maybe you should try doing it also, see how much crap you can vomit out!
ツ ' Løµ¡zå says:
MWAHA
ツ ' Løµ¡zå says:
arent you glad to have a crazy friend that can cough up so much craps or crabs to "entertain" you and to really freak you out and keep you bothered, wondering if something seriously bad had hit her or is that she's really not okay and seriously needs to go to the nearest mental hospital to receive treatment and who knows she won't be released at all...
ツ ' Løµ¡zå says:
i attacked the 3rd victim. she also is suffering what you are suffering now and i know im seriously irritating you but soon i wont know what i want to say or shld i say cant think of anything i want to say... phew... its not so cold anymore instead it seems warmer and warmer. she keep replying but since im typing im not "attending" to her which is replying or looking at her messages.

3rd victim- sharmine
coz she talked to me also and now trying to revenge by shooting back

ツ ' Løµ¡zå says:
but i like kep pon tues training and btw im already wobbly on saturday, then do punishment then i almost died larh, but i still go coz next day got ave and next day i passed my aver. my cpr got minor mistakes but only test procedures and the sir very nice to gimme hints and stuff and let me passed the theory is like super hard but i managed to get 24 above over 30 and now im shooting piles n
ツ ' Løµ¡zå says:
chunks of crap at people for some reasons. im not sure if im okay but it had became my latest addiction and for your information, you've became the victim, meanwhile im typing w/o thinking so im shooting out crap. really crabs okays. so i dunno if i shld go to a mental hospital for checkup and my 2nd victim isnt replying totally at all!
ツ ' Løµ¡zå says:
i attacked the 3rd victim. she also is suffering what you are suffering now and i know im seriously irritating you but soon i wont know what i want to say or shld i say cant think of anything i want to say... phew... its not so cold anymore instead it seems warmer and warmer. she keep replying but since im typing im not "attending" to her which is replying or looking at her messages.
then she retaliates
Virus cleared~ says:
u got the whole lot of shock and i recommend u strongly to visit a doc or wad, mayb a shrink is better or u wan to visit a person who specialise in killing crabs?
Virus cleared~ says:
crab and crap although they sounded the same, but they are differnt, crab is wad we eat as crab meat but crap is wad crappie ppl lyk to say tats why its call crap. although they are related to ppl but crab is food and crap is language, crab is wad ppl take in and crap is wad ppl shoot out frm their mouTh. take in and give out is a hell lots of differnt, such as when u take in oxygen u give out carbon dioxide

then cindy talked to me or i talked to her, but i power low liaos, cannot shoot out anymore
RAWRR...
count her lucky!

this is getting sooooo lame
ITS TOTALLY LAME LAME LAME!

268th

2007-11-26T15:24:00.000+08:00

4 more days!
RAWRR!

anw, geog trip post n photos below!
and lavi's 'photos' too

LAVI!!!
i cant rmb his birthday...
sianns.
played audi and npc-ed.
made me lost 20k dens plus,
why?
lava la, keep missing =X
hopes she don't see this...
i hope it'll be fun n memorable this yr coz it's gonna be the 1st.

Currently hooked on First Love- Utada Hikaru
song quite old but loves it.

I hope I have a place in your heart too~
Now and forever you are still the one~

don't misunderstand/misinterpret harhs.
IM BORED.
AND
TAG ME

'N'

i love lavi~

he's the one. hahas. im bored and crappingggggg.

like my url suggests

so true?

2007-11-26T14:08:00.001+08:00

How Strong is Your Willpower?

My Result: Tasty Treats

Are you a slave to a big bag of chips? Obsessed with the candy jar at work? Is your best friend the pint of Ben & Jerry's in your freezer? Maybe that's a little over the top, but admit it — you've got a serious thing for snacks and getting strung out on sugar is all the high you'll ever need. That's okay, though, it fits your pleasure-seeking, feel-good personality to a T.

Now, we're sure you know the dangers of eating too many cupcakes, right? And we aren't just talking about fitting into those skinny jeans. Sure there's more to life than watching your cholesterol and counting calories, but considering your health every now and again can't hurt. Maybe just try to limit yourself to one — okay, two — or maybe three — snack attack sessions a day. And try to keep at least some of them healthy, okay?

Take this test >

HIIII!

2007-11-26T11:40:00.000+08:00

changed blogskin to domo-kun.
don't ask why but it all started with a RAWRR emoticon.
i wanted something kinda more colorful and high-ish also.
sick of my old skin...
domo-kun!
aiya, for people who still think i do.
i DON'T already
can't believe how blind i was.
gonna go check my eyesight.
HAHAHA...
IM BORED
aaron is officially a ELEpigGUIN
a mixture of elephant, pig and penguin!
sudden interest in domo-kun so went to "research" a bit

Domo-kun (どーもくん, Dōmo-kun^?) is the mascot of Japan's NHK television station, appearing in several 30 second stop-motion sketches shown as station identification during shows. Domo-kun, a strange monster-like creature born from an egg, is short, fuzzy and brown with beady black eyes and an open mouth revealing pointed teeth.

HE's SO CUTE....
RAWRR

I WANT LAVI FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT XD

about yesterday's trg today's heartsaver

2007-11-25T17:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday trg only rmb when doing punishment i was totally wobbly coz i sick mahs.
then the cpr thing kinda funny, rebekah kinda got sian and when doing compression she went
1 a thousand, 2 a thousand which is the timing for the ventilations. LOL..
haha. today's exam, theory was hard but cpr thing the tester so nice...
go do some random stuff liao.
byes
and im rly like impressed coz sharon never fail to produce brilliant ideas!!!
SHARON'S BRILLIANT-NESS FTW
XD

shooting piles of craps. latest addiction

2007-11-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

i have super crapping powers and im currently addicted to shoot large piles of crap at people.
was chatting wif joel for fun. then we kept saying bye-s but the conver nv ended.
why?
COZ OF ME.
pro marhs then i came back and here's the super interesting conver of me shooting piles of craps

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
im like back again

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
i wanna talk a lot

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
oh yeah last night i heard voices

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
scary

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STUPID

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I WAS LIKE... AT THE CLIMAX

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WAAAAA RAWWWR

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okok i

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
ask it to dance wif you

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okok i've clamed down

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huh?

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what the?!

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
i read till last few chaps i sian liaos

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don't you bye me

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
it told me ' you r stupid, go n die kinda thingy

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
but i settled that liao

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
nvm

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really?

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
and im not crazy

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don't bye me!

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
WHY

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
lols.

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cus you disturb it then you go and say bye!

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talk i don't care

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
sometimes at night i cant move or talk but semi conscious... horrible leis

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and like.. lol,make me shaddup althou i had soooo much to say and then you go and come back

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
wait i go switch on lights

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haha me too me too

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then it's like

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lol?you turned it off?

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
im supposed to slp

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
parents turned it off

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lols

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but sin't your comp in the hall?

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
yeah

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like 3 comps togehte?

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lols i see

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and you came back

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] says:
what u wanna say

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nothing

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
SAYYYYYY

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jsut commenting on waht you say?like normal

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
i think the story plot not bad only

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i didn't say i wanted to say anything

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
the english n phrasing n stuff horrible

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lols ya you said it alot alredy

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
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and like.. lol,make me shaddup althou i had soooo much to say and then you go and come back

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anw,do you need to sleep?seriously

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ohh...

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
my mum scolding me

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i meant comment on what you said

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
but she allowed

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lols,then you stil chatting to....

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dots!

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
dun dots me

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....

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
okay i've like so much to say but i dunno how to say but i kinda dreamy n floaty now and im
typing while staring blurly at my contact list

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lols..

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what'cha wanna say?

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wait,means you're tired?

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
blah i just feel i wanna vomit a whole chunk of crap coz i havent been crapping for the past few
days and it is so horrible and i keep thinking of things and make it bother me when i can be
carefree and dun allow it to bother me but for some reasons i keep allowing to when i dun rly wan it to bother me but in the end it bothered me and i bothered it and end of story so now im kinda bothered when

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
i think of it to make me bothered when i can prevent that from happening

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i am totally blurred

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
NICE?

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what the hell you talking?!

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
dunno

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like,i dunwan go understnad

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lols

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
thats why its called c-r-a-b/p-s

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like.. bothered bothered bothered bothered bothered bothered

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lols

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
wooohooooooo stupid long para with no reason and only filled wif craps or would you like to call it crabs, when i only know its another nicer word for nonsense and not rly sure of the definition for crap although i used it so much and its almost mistook for crabs when it isnt the same and upon the mention of crabs i suddenly feel hungry and start thinking of zombies coz i wanna eat

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........

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are you depreived or something

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
i just realise i can crap a lot, make a few paragraph full of nonsense which would you like to call
it and what the hell is depreived or is it deprived and i only know its lack of something... am i
right or what? why do you say sooooo? elaborate

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
im just an idiot saying or typing a whole paragraph of crap and which could make up a composition in the very very near future or would you like to call in pretty soon or a while more? im speaking this at choo choo train speed. super fast when im not even thinking or am i coz if i aint i wont be able to do this i think im crazy but i know clearly im not i think im just blanking out and just

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
vomiting craps

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
with my eyes wide open and staring at the stupid comp screen

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...

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
phew

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ok you're freaking me out

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you're gonna shoot a pile of crab again

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
i know im freaking you out but thats how i behave what, i freak and chill everyone coz im cold so
sharon calls me a polar bear what. and polar bears dun live in fridges coz penguins occupy them
but maybe in those ice cream containers kinda thing but i think it shld be more comfortable for
the fridge and i suppose it is tall enuff for the penguins height and polar bears can sleep in that
container

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
and you are sooooooooooo right

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i totally dunwanna talk to you anymore

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i just feel like you're a zombie

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i oso dunno why. lol

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
and, clever bawabawa. maybe i gonna save that and shoot at random ppl so i dun need to waste my energy thinking when i aint doing so and if u dun let me shoot i bang you a zombie is horrible and i agree with ur sentence but i think its funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

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lols..

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
let me save it

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okok sure

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lols..

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i think i oso wanna save this conver

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
just now

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
even more pro

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
the thing

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lols ya loh

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when are you sleeping?

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if you don't ans me in 5seconds im gonna start reading again

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lols

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5

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4

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3

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2

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1

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0

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
what

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ok i go read...

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what he

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
kk

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purposey

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
T__T

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you purposely!

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*points points*

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
no i just happen to see in

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
poke

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ouch

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so i go read?

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
]gogo

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
i wanna make myself sleep so i have enough energry coz this morning during lesson i was seriously dozing off and it was so horrible it lasted for one stupid hour and if u go read i'll be able to stop shooting piles of crap i suppose but i seem to be addicted to these shooting craps thingy ok i hope you dun get hit. so what the hell am i talkin about coz im hungry i cant think or what

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
gonna blog it

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lols

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ok bye

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
coz its sooooooo cool

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:

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haha

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:

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yalo

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i'll be back if you're still around

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tell me when you leave

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but i won't reply

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:

ツ ' Løµ¡zå [AFK till tml?. SERIOUS] [ currently back again] says:
scared liaos

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if not we gonna take forever again

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YA I AM

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so ok,bye

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i won't reply anymore

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until i finish reaing

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reading*

*removed blanks, sorted out
the 1st part when we keep saying byes but nv BYE is stupid.
i nv saved it though.
haha, why harh?
all my fault lor, keep saying bye and not going.

photos!

2007-11-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

I SHALL UPLOAD SOME...
ugly photos of me etc etc
aiya.
i hosted at photobucket le
so just click next next next can already.
blogger one time upload lil and slow...
anw i found a trick!
photobucket can upload 20 photos at a time?
too lil? nvm, open a few more windows n upload too.
HAHAHAHA
im gonna finish uploading. from 3rd day evening i sian already, nv take any photos.
so rebe sending me photos now...

i lazy take out not nice ones so yeahs, dun freak out when u see my horrid photos.

CLICKIE
slideshow version?

IF EVER EVER you need a guest password,
it is I LOVE LAVI! yeah with the space n exclaim. mark
woo hoo~ now everyone loves lavi!
spread the love~

MALAYSIA TRIPPY!

2007-11-23T13:57:00.000+08:00

will update in installments.. must jerk my memories!

DAY ONE
aint exactly excited but oh well, got to school on bus then start playing ard.
very tired so tried to sleep but got attacked by cameras. keep playing and maybe slept?
went to yong peng lucky garden then mr phoon treat rambly burgers, lava's action too fast
so she said byebye to her burger! went eat while jy, rebe and charis went buy discs. board bus
and rot. had lunch, so much flies. keep playing then went to some sites and got to malacca.
cant rmb what we did but we went to places to places and i slept and slept. our bus super quiet.
our dinner is so... zzz... so many flies on our utensils and stuff. got to grand blue wave hotel.
my grp n siti's grp had connecting doors so keep playing but i no mood so rested on bed while they played... heard there were complains on the guys' level. then we slept. ><
i know its very short but i cannot rmb anything much! slept at 2 am

OH YEAH! THE FIREFLIES!
i tot it will be like nice but it end up like watching chirstmas tree deco. i was so unlucky, i had to go wif a grp of guys. but i saw lingyuan so heng lars. it was silent and stuff, i see till sian. then I SWEAR I SAW SOMETHING SKIDING ON THE WATER! AND IT WENT TIAK~ TIAK~ FLY AH~ XD joel told me something that i couldnt wait to push him down, but i regret not doing so.
no seasick and stuff... tot the flies would fly around. but i was so wrong. kinda disappointed...
i think after lunch me n jy played the xiao mi feng game and start slapping each other.
people n teachers were like 0_______o

DAY TWO
woke up, and went down for breakfast, nv eat coz no mood. didnt rly like the rooms but oh well.
took some photos and went for our tours, on the bus slept like siao again. hmm, went for tours and some stuff and up cameron? i rly cannot rmb but i slept most of the time. THE WATERFALL SUPER NICE! then reached cameron highland,had debrief, didnt bathe coz super cold. then law aaron and joel came our rm to join beds (connecting rm with siti they all) and decided to stay. we played cheat, the game mr phoon taught and the card game(cant rmb what name was it) jy rebe n charis came over also. coz guys cannot enter girls rm so when teacher came in they went to hide in toilet. coz mr phoon allowed the guys to stay till 11 only. joel starting seems to be very sian and aaron kept jumping on the bed NON-STOP, law did somersauts(wahetever the sp) but in the end they stayed till 4 or 5? watched slither and see no evil in early morning about 12 liddat to 4 liddat, i was laughing like crazy? jinyan talked to herself, charis covering head with blanket and siti freaking out. syu n sarah slept early as usual? then the movie was... erm, nice n funny? then the other grp of guys came in at about 12. 1st time we nv open door but next time i think we did. and those guys had a conference and they came in at about 3 am while we were watching see no evil... finished watching and guys were still there. nobody seemed to care so i dun care then went to sleep. i rmb hearing em leaving e room. lava told me she was awake till they left.
the girls were like 7 girls on 2 beds.

oh yeah, we had steamboat for dinner, and charis looks soooooo drunk.
then raining heavily, chiong back in 2 to bus. me n rebe chiong. she almost got knocked?
coz one car going towards her and the other one moving back, i ran behind her marhs and i was freaking out...

DAY THREE
early morning i feel sick and keep puking then later went down for breakfast, nv eat again. told me phoon i wasnt feeling well, he told me not to take the rice coz got coconut but i dun care XD but in the end i wasted so much food. went off... super cold... to the vegetable farm, boh tea factory and rose garden. the factory scenery so cool and pretty! rose garden, got slides n stuff so ended up playing. then the bus we changed to go up sucks! RAWR. then went back hotel to rest till about 6. nv sleep. went down law's rm to play. snatched stitch and threw lava's chicken(ducK) around then went pasar malam. moved ard, bought brown caps with charis, jy, rebe and lava and also a star necklaces... sailor stars! ROFL! i cant rmb who suggested that lame idea. then jinyan got rose from mr phoon. i wanna touch it got pricked twice. wore caps and necklaces and start moving ard. got something for my sis. and jinyan got so tempted by that roxy jacket XD and at the vege farm, went for a lil shopping. the strawberry coated by choc so nice, but too much = sick.
then after pasar malam we walked down to have dinner. AND 2E girls finally got tgt. we cheers. and ate and start "banging" tables. the food was nice. then some idiot threw food and hit me n lava. IDIOT LA. i was like openly scolding that idiot. dunno if he heard me but oh well. then went back hotel. teachers said after 10.15 got curfew, coz previous night a lot of complains! law aaron joel n harris moved over to siti's rm and siti they all moved over to our rm, made teachers agreed. then joel, aaron, and harris slept quite early while jy rebe charis got chased back by mr phoon coz of complains. i dunno why but it seems that and idiot move out to the balcony to relax when thats the place most prone to noises! RAWR! then chatted wif joel liddat then funny stuff happened. once in a while we heard mdm foo screaming her head off at some noisy peeps then joel had to run back to his rm and we pretend to sleep. had a nice night. although i slept with 3 shirts, one jacket and a blanket, it was freezing!!!
anw, when jy they all still in our rm we watched some movie and laughed a lot coz it was super lame!!!!! i bathed that night and regret coz i shivered like crazy for some time T___T

DAY FOUR
woke up late, reached bus 2nd latest.
i heard morning call n woke some up and they went back to sleep, quickly packed our stuff and rushed down. jy rebe n charis were last. headed down back to kl or something for trekking and canopy walk. slept all e way down. super marhs. then the grp of "bastards" played card games n stuff... then went for the stupid trekking. SO TIRING! i almost fell and slided so many times! dirtied my jeans. mdm foo is a nice person. i walked up the mountain or hill untill i almost die. canopy walk was pretty disappointing coz it aint high and i tot we would walk in the air as in yeah, my crappy englishy. i walk till i wanna die. coz i need more water and im super tired... so almost fell alot. then ICE-CREAM! bought e wrong one, not cooling, threw away and start whining. mr phoon came behind and called me a nagger. sweated a lot and had lunch, no air con. almost died. ate a lil and went back to bus to head back to sing. on the way went to the rest stop at yong peng. anw, on the bus i tried to keep myself awake. theres some time when i listened to songs and stone outside. then later kjoined the "bastards" in playing games. the ride super long. then when it starts to get dark, told ghost stories and all freaked out. reached yong peng and the pirated discs and chewing gums stuff made a commotion so all has to surrender but jy n charis got pass coz they allowed. hais, then lava had to "throw"it away. total darkness and peeps wanna play cards LOL then borrowed phone for torch. later keep chatting. mr phoon like sad coz of the rm stuff and the discs stuff. coz he allowed and then the senior teachers disagreed?
then pass through custom... SOMEONE TOOK MY BAG! i was freaking out. the person's bag was heavy and i was like, wheres my bag wheres my bag?! saw joel aaron n law. told joel about my bag and he laughed non-stop. i think he bought cabbage coz i heard him said, my lil cabbagie. LOLS!! then lava got my bag back and they keep saying i was superb lucky. my donuts were in danger, coz once i almost sat on it, and ppl played snap on my donut box!!! hahas. reached singapore then took yl's car back home and packed, and ate my sis's bd cake and tidied a bit and used comp... i regret not walking back but oh wells.

the bus travel time was superb long on 1st 2 days and last days. like 2-4 hours most of the time. amazingly i got no motion sickness except on the bridge! RAWR.
rebe n lava, send me the photos soooooooooooon!
long long postie
as usual, this post is super prone to edits.
oh yeah, we saw the twin tower also.
lols. i've got 109 photos. how to upload?!
anw, if anyone wants the photos tell me.

geog trip( PHOTOS)

2007-11-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

just came home. will blog about it like tml morning?
i dunno if i can rmb everything but ITS FUN!
its like soooooooooo fun...
eating my sis's birthday cake for supper.
and my mum broke my mug D=
and i realised some things, which made my day.
AND I LOOK SO HORRIBLE!
but dun care just gonna post the photos, and rebe n lava better upload fast.
YAYS. I NV KENA ATTACKED BY LEECHES!
need for photographs to jerk(??) my memories.
I AM TIRED, and RAWRRRR!

some photos 1st, tml details...
and its super blur for some (wasted) coz i moved too fast.

lavi

2007-11-17T17:44:00.000+08:00

no mood.
dun wish to rant.

throat super dry.

tag

2007-11-17T16:10:00.000+08:00

im supposed to take care of gen's cbox...
keeping idiots away.
yesterday and today made me realise how not simple people are.
as in know about people, blahs.
slept like 11 at night,
set wrong time (alarm clock) supposed to meet yl at 7.15
she called n woke me up, she asked where was me, and i told her i was sleeping.
chiong down to trg then nvm, it's not totally my fault!
trg did cpr and stuff, killed dummy?
went lunch wif sharon, chatted about, sjab, and human nature? XD
then went ntuc, get some preserved stuff...
and someone likes lava. hoho =X
gen just smsed me, she's on her way to chongqing from 1+, and she's still on the bus.
chatted wif lava, made her GRR coz me and sharon supposed to keep her in suspense.
anw, i shld be more fierce as of today, if not ppl like sharmine always bully me T__T
she pulled my shirt up and pants down, only my shirt kena, my pants didnt.
RAWR! I SHLDNT BE NICE TO YOU!!!
*takes lavi's hammer and hammers sharmine*
RAWRRRRR!

attention

2007-11-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

comeon'
just give her a lil attention wont ya?
im feeling so horrible
yeahs i meant the toddler next door~
she's like so friggin' bored.
i need a ear
was playing some online games, no mood laaaaaaars.
i wanna find someone to talk to.

hmms, *inserts everything*
im just gonna leave it, there's nth i can do what.
tml got trg, better be interesting, im sleepeh~
needa prepare letter coz tues nv go, can they forget it?
D=
hmmm, geog trip is like a day or two away, and im not excited.
not even a single bit...
i don't feel like going...
RAWR

RAWR

2007-11-16T12:34:00.000+08:00

WARNING: ANY ANTI-LAVI FANS (I HOPE THERE ARE NONE) PLEASE SHOO!

zaza =X presents...

LAVI!

low quality( took screenshots while watching)

RAWR! FEAR ME =X MWAHAHAHHAAAAAS~

okays, watched dgrayman till episode 55, when the latest is like 57?
its like bleach, every wk one ep. its on sunday...

I MUST STOP MYSELF FROM WATCHING!
any anime recommendations?

But i will miss lavi ToT
I've a sms, see if lavi smsed me XD
okays, seriously im perfectly normal, go get specs if you i aint =)

hohoho, next wk geog trip, i needa pay $100 coz of the stupid edusave
how on earth did i used my edusave $?!

RAWRR...

latest overused words: RAWR and CHOCO CAKE
don't ask why...

RAWRRRRR!

fallen in love with this skin...

whY MUST LENALEE HUG LAVI =X

*fangirls over lavi*

my dear dear lavi...
the last time was kon..

phews, crappppppppy.
played o2jam wif cindy n wl last night.
he want suicide then all died but i died after him coz i got ji qiao what.
its too keep smashing the keys everytime a new set comes...
it rly works!
then cindy is like soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pro
blahs~

*walks sideways*
ohohoho, im crabbing~

PINKU~!
blahs~
LAVI!

*will most be mia from this blog, blehs, my stupid eng*

*poofs*

lfkd;oljfvskmgvs,l;

2007-11-15T09:54:00.000+08:00

long night yesterday, 2nd night chatting wif lava over phone,
the day b4 yest chatted till like 11.30? but i ask her go slp coz she tml have trg XD
yesterday was lik 10.30... =( dad force me to!
lava told me stuff, and i was determined to get things over and done with.
too draggy already.
and some stuff i wont mention.
then i promised her something.
listened to random songs then went to sleep...
MY SIS KEEP KICKING ME!!
then i kick her leg, push it back...
HMMMMS, no mood to blog...
blog might have no updates for sometime.
and i heard there's a countdown chalet?
that'll be fun!
i hope we will still as close, people.

sowelu n crystal kay

2007-11-14T19:09:00.000+08:00

GOT CINDY N MYSELF HOOKED.
LOLS!
today someone mistook me as primary school student.
nothing much today.
except...
=X
and now, we are sooooo scared =X
say no evil!

interesting

2007-11-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

click here for more info
interesting right?
i saw it anti clockwise then later when i read the desciption.
i stared. and i can see it anti-clockwise again.
according to that, i must be a genius =X
LOLS

harhs?

2007-11-13T08:57:00.000+08:00

cant rmb what happened yesterday...
wait, played o2jam wif cindy n wl and keeps getting trashed,
dgrayman watched till ep 25, ep 23 or something was damn cute,
got cough. today got flu, so nv go trg, nor planning to see doctor.
*throws apples at doctors*
hmm, chatted wif parents.
muscles dunno why, keeps aching.
oh yeah, mum ws ironing my class tee then the 07 peeling off, she asked me to
throw, since no use le what. i dun wan then later she flip over...
its lava's. i rmb her telling me about her 07 thing...
headache ><
heard about 2nd chalet.
i thought about it.
if theres a 2nd one, it will make it less memorable?
one will treasure stuff when its limited,
ask yourself, if you were to move house suddenly,
do you feel as horrible as moving away from chalet?
hmms, dun rly like the idea but i don't mind.
coz we would always treasure the first, and if things happens frequently(not rly)
you won't really appreciate it kinda thing.
what i think its that, its kind of good to have 1 class chalet, and a memorable one,
leaving behind wonderful memories of 2E'07.

and its like, im slowly hating someone as in i don't rly like that person from the start,
but i don't wanna hate anybody, but oh well, too bad to that person =)

anw...
I LOVE LAVI! HE'S SO CUTE!
not lava okays.

last night, this morning

2007-11-12T11:45:00.000+08:00

yest came back, super tired.
rot on comp till about 3 then slept.
wanna wake up at 4 but no one could wake me up so i woke up at 5.
played o2jam with cindy. lols, of course she keep winning la.
before that, i had to search for my game file, n rmb my acc details.
coz i tried a few times then put it aside coz no fun marhs.
but after playing i think its fun lo.
wanna wait for my dad to come home from kl.
waited till 12am+
went sleep, woke up at 11+ coz grandma ask me close window coz raining...
its like, if she nv, i would have suffer terrible headaches coz most prob i will sleep till 1 or 2?
long time nv sleep till so late...
my eyes are blur..
headaches ar..

craps?

2007-11-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

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2007-11-11T11:42:00.000+08:00

6.03: 5th-6th time editinig this post.

WAAAAAA, THE POST SIAO, I POST SO MUCH THEN SO MANY DETAILS GONE.. I'm ANGRY ALREADY
SIANS I GOT MOOD THEN POST more detailed.

Hey peeps, IM BACK!
lols. whatever nehs.
came back from chalet, just reach home.
I WILL MISS YOU GUYS!
WARNING: long long post w/o img!

DAY ONE(reached chalet until slept)

i didnt felt like going and was suffering if i wanted to bring my cat but i brought, met sharon they all at tiong. then they tease me, coz of my usual, cant-speak-properly thingy. whatever, they heard the wrong thing marhs. then set off to take mrt to pasir ris. on the train was like rotting, trying to snatch stitch's stitch. then motion sickness when reaching soon... walked to take bus. charis called my bag a bomb. coz i brought a lot coz of my cat in my bag. then i said, that i have a bomb in my bag, and they said not to anyhow say later security guards catch me. and i heard from dunno who, one DID pass by. PHEWS. took bus, then on the way, start disturbing charis and wants stitch. then FINALLY REACHED CHALET! kinda long walk in larhs. i didnt really like the place. it was warm so me n sumi n hc rot in the rm while waiting for lava and others to go rollerblade. hbh went cycling 1st. saw lava, i wanted to go roller blade so she put on hers and here we go~ went to the nearest one, no rental coz the "canteen" aint open.
sadden. then saw hbh members riding pass and stuff. then i borrowed lava's rollerblades, i don't dare move. so i made her pull me, and she cannot stand me coz i kept complaining. then she went buy drinks, so i had to rollerblade on my own( she left me to die after borrowing money -___-) So i rollerbladed, it seems to be getting faster, i dunno how to turn coz im going into the footpath. so i saw the lamp post in front, wanted to stop there. managed to get to the grass patch, it was going pretty fast, then the blades jammed upon reaching the grass patch and my body was leaning in front to the lamp post. so i kneeled down hugging the post and shrieking. a grp of students saw it. later fell in front on waihan, she was laughing so heavily T o T then found the place but no ezlink with me so walked back n stuff. all the while lava was skating and i was walking behind, big big gap. saw aaron ,and others skating so guessed there was skate rentals, skating down the slope.. but he cant stop XD got my skates then found them and skated tgt. law, aaron n lava super fast so i skated wif joel n yy. i fell and bled XD 2nd time,lucky i threw my shoes 1st then landed on my shoes, as in my bleeding knees coz cant rly afford to like, worsen it? then joel fell later XD returned skates n helped charis and jinyan wif rollerblading. went back chalet later and chatted wif siti then presented her cake. then BBQ, went court play and stuff. back to room, chatted till 3am then slept. i cant sleep coz i was scared... coz i heard knocks on the window? not 1st time la, at home also always liddat then later my bed seems to be shaking damn violently and there was a chill from my leg up. i got damn scared then pulled sumi up, coz lava don't dare sleep with me coz i very clingy. during chats, i got whacked n scolded by sharon a lot of times coz i go disturb her and stuff. talked a lot, almost everything... LOL... shouldnt elaborate much right? once i felt damn scared, its like i nv felt this scared. the curtain slightly open and can see outside, i tot i felt someting. no one willing to close it lorhs.

DAY TWO (morning till sleep)
woke up, felt like vomiting and hungry,body aches a lot, very not well, then my wound seems to hurt a bit. then kept complaining, went to vomit but nothing come out XD coz i think its too cold. i slept wif my cute cat, lava keep torturing it the other night larhs! morning, very sleepy, went to cycle. walked very long, stitch! then rented single bikes. 1st time use this type of bike, not stable lors. then got used. ride then saw joel, law they all. joel said hi then distracted me and i almost fell after that. its a wonderful feeling to cycle in the morning... caught up with lava. then cycled ard wif her. saw real horses and stuff lors. siti learnt cycling while syu taught her. it was fun. then lava's shirt kena mud coz she "speed". rented double bike after 1 hour liddat. lava forced me to sit in front, okay lor, i started and it was very unstable and lava got scared so i sat behind =D sabo lava by keep shaking at the back and not pedaling. gets more fun. saw water puddles, cycle damn fast then the water was cooling XD got our drinks and went to beach and chatted. and drink, talked about a lot of stuff, and how we were enjoying. cycled again, saw jinyan and charis. we raced. one good thing about sitting behind is you still can drink! then we raced and stuff. we cycled back to where we had our ace camp amazing race areas.me and lava leading and stuff. got once, we saw a dog i think, i asked it to shoo, it didnt. when lava called yy move! then it went away. LOLS. DAMN FUNNY. went down slope wif double. then damn fast and shiok! also i sabo her some time coz she like made me angry? i stopped pedaling and start trying to make the bike unstable. finished cycling then met siti they all go back chalet coz we plan to play at the beach. so rushed back get extra clothes n stuff and chiong to return bikes. played water while siti sat down wif umbrella. then chatted and played wif water, theres this 2 jap kids, talking to siti as in keep chatting wif her and us then getting amused by random stuff. so enthu! i keep clinging on to lava, she angry then went deeper into sea and push me away, i panic coz i cant touch the ground. then she went away. i very scared, later i realised i can touch the ground
anw, im eating pizza now XD
theni asked syu n lava to bury me and they did, siti got phone anw. went to find toilet to bath, and went back chalet. the others said they wanna go white sands and stuff. so i went back, they said they dun want. so siti,lava,syu went white sands while we wait for them to come back n they eat their stuff, we eat our instant noodles. so had an afternoon nap. woke up by stupid knocking sounds. dunno from where la. then wandered a bit. they came back wif kfc meals. hc and sharon cooked noodles and ate. initially i told them to put the ingredients, blah then microwave it, then they scold me. its like rly will explode? very sians, play ball game etc then went to pool, acted like a clown. keep missing and stuff. esp when lava starts cursing me. DAMN ZZZZ.last ball, last game, determined to score, hit hard hand pain.blueblack lor. then played wii, saw them play, ate. played and prepared amazing race, the balloons... LOL. fought wif charis n jinyan with balloons then lava n sharon made water balloons, used em to play monkey later and of course it broke. fear factor, that container with sine of rubbish n cold water wif bottle cap, must take bottle cap. some ppl do it till so fast... sharon came up and showered ppl with rain, i rmb aaron blew bubbles XD i cant get the cap up. i know its there but cant get it up.. water game is like omg, coz we ran all around and starts screaming, then used spray cans, later decided not to, later hard to clean up. no water bombs then used all sorts of containers. eg, mop pail, bowls... LOL, 1st girls chiong in to find, i saw the bowl, then dun wanna use coz its kinda stupid and got the empty sarsi bottle. later i was w/o any "weapons" so ran ard. joel looked extremely funny with wet glasses + that stupid bowl. LOL, its like u whack then no more water. some idiot came and poured water on my head happily a few times. got all wet! so quickly went away before security guards realise and stuff. went back in chalet, pretty wet and rushed to toilets. its like washed up, continue to watched them play.super sleepy, was afraid i sleep while watching. joel took my cat and i got it back. chatted a bit and all couldnt stand it.then all slept, except me? coz i was like, felt a bit scared coz i felt like i was sliding dwn so i asked if anyone was awake but none and slept pretty well at about 2.30am, although i woke up getting damn scared. coz something gonna fall. slept alone on the bed without mattress, so shiok! muscles all aching badly.

DAY 3
woke up at 7.59... all havent woke up, woke lava. caught her cough for a few hours. then all wake up, tidy stuff then chatted a bit. lava and stitch tortured my cat la. i went down, some guys still playing wii XD i don't think they stayed up? maybe wake up early then go down play or something? hahas.went down wif lava to get milo, she used my cup, she not willing to share milo wif me, wanted to play pool again but canteen not open. then went back room to stone n daydream, siti came and whack my head. packed up and left. missed the place. all walking like cadets going home from atc, so funny and dead. bus came just nice. and my shoes stinks... zzz... made my bag stink. they bet i will bring 3 bags for 4d3n but too bad, coz i wont lorhs.bought coke at 7 11 then dun let lava drink coz of the milo thing. on train keep complaining to lava that im bothered blahs. tried to listen to songs but my phone died after 3 sec liddat... reached home and sians. then stupid blogger bully me...

was very disturbed by a lot of things i realised during the chalet

AHH~ didnt get to play eternal tag or cheer D= my hair is like in super bad condition, all tangled up, dry, and dropping =((
a lot of blueblacks and that stupid wound...
realised some stuff, and pretty disappointing?
but oh well, i don't really care and its just a too-bad case.
hais, if only things were as simple as how they seem,
that'll be wonderful, wouldnt it?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, shant say more?
see ya during the geog trip again!

-- anw,
i finally got the post up! was "fighting" with blogger, coz i 1st published it then a lot of stuff
disappeared. so edited, and again and again.
this time(last time) i was prepared. i pasted the edit post on notepad -__- in case... longest
post ever?
hais, muscles aches, i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep again.
suppose to wake up at 4 but no one is able to wake me up so woke up at 5.
suprisingly early dinner but cannot finish. found a blue black -___-
no idea how it got there. blehs.
a lil lost currently =(
im starting to... dislike you, or? whats going on

blehs

2007-11-09T08:35:00.000+08:00

at night cant sleep, chat wif mum from 10-11.30
then wif mum and dad till abt 1
slept at 1, woke up by the stupid sun at 7.
horrible stomachaches n the stupid sun...
forced myself to sleep till about 8 then cannot already.
still thinking if i want to bring my cat.
coz if i wanna, i have to bring 2 big bags
very exaggerating right, as in gahhhhhh.
so i still have time and im thinking

im gonna miss it.
anw i think its like half the height of jinyan...?
about larhs...

i found a way to put in.
took a while... but now...
SHLD I BRING OR NOT??????
bring it -> more comfort(can use as pillow) but lava will torture it
dun bring-> nothing to hug but lesser stuff to bring.

shld i, or should i not?

ARGH, i think i dun care la, just bring.
RAWR...
coz i dun bring i will sad...
and all the fault goes to... JINYAN!
no la, nvm...
HMMM, i shld bring right?

something for my dear gen

2007-11-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the day!
finished packing already.
wants to bring my cat along but...
too big... waaas..
will miss it.
how am i ever gonna sleep tonight?
gonna watch d.grayman.
hope it will finally make me sleepy, if not i go talk lor.
hmm at ep 17
anyway, ppl, dun call my hp coz my sis dropped it then cant listen properly ><

for gen, my dear friend
( coz u seem like gonna challenge me in length of the dedication thingy when mine is only few lines haha. )
don't miss me okays? you got your shortstuff and we can always sms each other, just hope there's enough battery and provided that im not *cough*busy*cough*...
its kind of amazing that we started getting in contact with each other after p6.
what more, we rarely talk last year. and if you remember we started talking this year,
coz of... you know what. hahas. it somewhat keeps us talking on msn. and gradually brought us closer.to add on, if you realise, if we go face-to-face we can't really get along as well as on msn.maybe its because of my inability to express well XD and that i can express myself better
through msn, in words? hahas. this is like sooooooooooooo, amazing. and both of us are
so different! that's what i think.
(must think of something more. you say you write compo and i shall write essay, hoho, if i can.)
you helped me a lot, especially in correcting my english. we were good friends in p5 and p6, but not as close towards the end of p6. you are very daring, hyper and more noisier? while i was just a nerd, who was afraid of everything and worries too much, and my broken english and misuse of words... but still, you didn't mind. i wouldn't say i changed much from then till what i am now. but i know i wasnt the "me" in primary school although to you i most probably is still the same. Coz, sometimes i don't wanna embarass myself in front of you, as in yeahs, i don't really know how to explain but yeaps. You rubbed sense into me, and taught me a lot of things too... what i think is that your life is really full of ups n downs which gives me no reasons to complain about mine sometimes. not saying your life is horrible and stuff but, from there i learn. and your ability to solve and handle problems is way better then mine.
I remembered there was a few times, or once, you gonna be gone for good and so on, i think its twice =) hmm, i DID cry hard, coz i didn't want to lose a friend like you. aren't you honoured? And from what shortstuff told me, i concluded that you are cute. as in not appearance wise =X but from your actions... you know what im refering to. banging into the glass wall thing, still reluctant to shut up when shortstuffed pulled you away and the present you got from him... Theres even once coz of ___ we can't talk and stuff, i thought it's the end but hahas, it ain't.
You are the most daring and whackiest(is there such a word?) girl i've ever met. well, you are the first. maybe i will meet some more along the way? i hope our friendship stays long.
You are also pretty much the person whom i always turn to, when i need someone,and you will be there always, listening to all i have to say. anyway, you are one of the only "surviving" person in my friend list from primary school, okays i hope you get what i mean.
hmm, is this long enough?
hahas...
and
what you want me to do when you go overseas for 10days?!
i will have to shut up. LOL. but i also can find others to talk to... hehehe..

hahas. why am i doing this?
its as if we're gonna get seperated from each other...
and it all starts because i wanted to go chalet and wanna type a few lines
which is "gen don't miss me, we can always sms yeah?"
and it ended up in this.
i think i gonna lose to you badly if i gonna compare the length of this "dedication" to yours.
but i will think harder. i wanna beat you! MWAHAHAHAHA!
this post is prone to further edits.
ahhh, my english sucks.

about last night

2007-11-08T10:01:00.001+08:00

slept too much or something, cant sleep at night.
woke up and sat down wif parents.
then hear then chat and stuff.
after that i was like asking them.
am i normal or something? coz i am like hungry every few hours or something?
lols. i thought im abnormal but they say its normal la.
im so stupid.
hahas.
then chat wif dad till about 12.30?
yeahs, both can talk a lot a lot.
realised he rly changed a lot.
haha, i feel the atmosphere thingy in my family is getting better.
hmm, i wonder if my sis will appreciate coz me, myself does.
Had breakfast just now, guess what, not even half hour later...
IM HUNGRY!
tml ppl ard me might suffer for a few days... as in their ears, haha, you know why.
its like suddenly i don't feel like going to chalet, for no reasons.
but i will go, if not i'll confirm regret =D
*goes off to watch D.Gray-Man*

re-hooked

2007-11-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

hooked on real emotion again!
lols. there are 3 versions.
lazy elaborate.
e song makes me wanna dance.
i prefer the original jap one by koda kumi
okay, if u wanna play e song, pause the one that is playing.
LOL. if not it'll be chaos.
its old. fyi.

Koda Kumi - Real E...

theres english also. also by koda kumi

Koda Kumi - Real E...

i don't like the one by jade which is eng also la.
just don't like the songs done by jade for ffx2

suprisingly i still rmb the first part lyrics.
i think about half e song, most prob the one that plays in game

hehehh, dgreyman is nice.
and allen's so simlar to ed.
attitude and past wise.
ed turned mum into homunculus(sins)
and allen turned father into akuma
both are monsters that needs to be destroyed.
aiyo... so many similarities,
just cant help spotting and naming...

STUPID DUSTBIN. IM NOT SCARED! WAHAHA!

dgrayman

2007-11-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

watching d gray man and wow a lot of similarities
chrono crusade-> the apostles stuff and bits of chirstianity?
bleach-> slay monster(akuma) + allen has a hand like chad's XD and swords have names etc also. lols...
claymore-> organisation although other anime oso have it
fma-> ALLEN IS LIKE EDWARD! BEAN SPROUT!
pokemon-> akuma evolved and leveled up ?!

still got a lot more. LOL
lols... yeah, coz i wan try fmp but see robots i sian liaos.
so joel say he want watch dgrayman then it seems interesting then watch lor.
but overall nice la.

feeling kinda better LOL

STUPID DUSTBIN.
GO AND DIE.
RAWRRR.

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heh, you know who you are... dustbin...
hahas, since u gave me a name, i shall return one

did i mention what happened when i was trying to sleep?
its too warm so its kinda hard to sleep.
then i finally fell asleep, wasnt rly deep.
dreamt about food... <3 i gulped...
and i woke up! THEN CANNOT SLEEP!
waaaaaaaaaaaa

random stuff

2007-11-07T12:55:00.000+08:00

Funny love quotes

got from gen. haha

Friends find their way

got a lot more at that site. lols

try this?

Barney IS DEVIL XD

still got a lot of stuff. just browse

Google fights.
Kon VS Nel -> winner NEL (315,000,000 results)
Genevieve VS Louiza -> winner Genevevive (7,210,000 results) LOL!
hmm, still got what.

morning

2007-11-07T08:59:00.000+08:00

okay, yup, i caught mild flu and cold.
lol, told ya i would get sick.
suprisingly my leg did ache.
but my neck, the front part, aches.
its like when i yawn it will hurt and stuff.
this seems pretty bad but
no matter what i will go for chalet.
unless i fever or something =)
finished fumoffu..
what shall i watch next?
early in the morning only 2 person out of 141 contacts online.
lol
sleepy n headache but cannot sleep liaos...
i think you know why bahs

feeling kinda horrible.
hope dun get "bed-ridden" for the day...
ahhhhhs

i said i would do this

2007-11-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

LOLS. i know you are reading.
mwahaha.
i told cindy i would do this.

da~

1. Name one person who always texts you.
lava
2. Do you think some people are born stupid?
hmm, kind of?
3. Name one negative thing about you?
freaking lame ^^
4. Status?
swaying for no reasons. *headaches start*
5 . What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
watching tv
6. Sport you wanted to learn?
none? not rly that sporty...
7. Ever tried gymnastics?
dun think so, i mean no
8. What was the last thing you bought?
my lunch
9. Do you talk a lot?
duh
10. Do you believe that love is blind?
maybe?
11. Where is your brother?
i've no brother. so its n.a. HOHO
12. How was your day yesterday?
yesterday... ok lar.
13. What is the last ice cream flavor you had?
Vanilla
14 . Are you an optimistic one?
switches often. but mostly not. LOL
15 . People describe you as....
very lame
16. Contented in life?
pretty much
17. What was the last thing you bought?
.. second time... my lunch
18. Are you happy with the love of your life?
n.a
19. Do you skip meals?
sometimes
20. Do you consider yourself smart?
haha, ok lar
21. What color is your gate?
Bronze, with few other colours 0___0
22. Reason for living?
haha, dunno.
23. Are you typically a jolly person?
not clear bout the definition of jolly, but well, guess so =D
24 . Name one enemy of yours:
hoho, sharmine! XD... no la, i've got none
25. Name one close girl friend:
Genevieve
26. Now,Who's the first person in your mind?
Genevive -___-
27. What did the last text message you received say?
"Lol. GRR! I mite even ram tt guy down!"
28. Do you go to the gym?
nopes
29. Song playing at the moment:
in the end-kat de luna
30 . How do you cope with stress?
start freaking lava n some others out? or maybe starts rotting n whining.

=P
gonna sleep soon, but feel like rotting a lil 1st.

=(

2007-11-06T17:30:00.001+08:00

okays, if u all dunno, my "cat" is my sis's bd present.
she nv hug n stuff so i borrow from her for a year...
now only 3 more months.
SAD LARS
i will miss it de
plus orhs, she oso will chunk it aside.
LOL
greedy
D=

long day. confirm sick liao larhs

2007-11-06T13:20:00.000+08:00

yeah confirm sick tml.
will tell why.
TODAY KENA "tricked" by my sis's hp again.
woke up n slept again.
SUPER DUPER tired.
met yanli and wasnt feeling rly well, but oh well, fine
then slack slack lor.
then rain, so ncos told us some stuff
im in the supporting contingent for ZPN.
llol, zpn got marching?!
THEN SADLy, ONE OF THE TRAININGS ON MY BIRTHDAY.
WHAT MORE 2-6pm
WHOLE DAY GONE.
SADS.
just like last yr, kena eaten by sci center cip
went for a run.
run to nearby buildings a round liddat,
then to pass kallang then back to beach road/nicoll highway hq there in the rain
its like walk run walk run. prettyokay lars.
went back play games.
played trhe spinning game wif wh, rebe, yl.
then i spin then i fell,
back to ground.
head knock HARD on the ground
.then bought lunch.

WHY I SAY I GONNA FALL SICk
1. not enuff sleep
2.morn not feeling well
3. stupid drizzle
4.head pain, fell on floor(wont affect bahs)

--edit
tried to sleep but oh well, the pain becomes PROMINANT.
whatever the spelling ^^;;
then i rmb i dreamt of me back into 2E and
doing the usual stuff
CHALET IS COMING!
WOOTS!
was cursing myself to fall sick, i want it to be before trg
and it came through, after trg, perhaps.
HOPE IM OKAY FOR CHALET!
i hope after chalet i fall pretty sick...
coz...
MWAHAHAHAHAS!
BONTA-KUN!
fuumofumofumofumoomoofu~

long long day. SANA + favor needed

2007-11-05T17:43:00.000+08:00

kkays, here it go!
morning so tired, kena woke up by my sis's alarm at 5.50!
then continue sleeping then about 6.45 wake up, reply smses.
then met yanli, went to school.
took bus to sengkang cc then for the SANA thingy.
it was pretty enjoyable la.
its about drugs n stuff, the digusting thing is the after-kena-caned-butt.
DAMN HORRID.
went for break at mac. ATE LOADS OF FRIES.
jinyan like got her choco cone's choc on my shirt XD
then tug-of-war.
play till hand pain, fingers cant straight.
benjamin pro.
the skit was kinda funny...
took bus back.
yeah, halfway through i totally no mood lars.

needs a favour.
lols. gonna find the 10 person although 1 is enuff.
WAHAHAHAS. for fun larhs. no harm also.
okay la, not rly 10 la. maybe a few lorhs.
might update more

LOL

2007-11-04T16:50:00.000+08:00

GOOD EVENING MINNA-san XD
fumoffu IS funny.
nvm, my sis scratched me till my hand skin like peeling off a lil.
then just now, mum ask me take clothes down (on bamboo pole)
then i sian sian, then the bamboo pole DROPPED.
heng my mum move, if not she kena....
SIAN TML CANNT WATCH ANIME!
LETS PLAY ETERNAL TAG!

okay i realised something.
BLEHS.
i shouldn't be like this

man, im kinda tired.
cannot reach yanli.
watched fumoffu till ep8 then the vid siao.
behind cannot load.
sians. so i gonna reload.
YEAHS!
LOL nvm

BLEH

2007-11-04T15:26:00.000+08:00

idiot, made me angry.
GRRRRRRR, you think you gimme these type of attitude and i nv say much means its okay isit?
IM TELLING YOU ITS NOT.
gonna pay it back to you.
PSSSSSSSSST.
lucky i chill fast.
I just wanted to tell you sometimes, im not joking.
you're lucky that my temper isnt bad and i won't get angry for long!

blehs.
watching fmp fumoffu.
LOL! ItS FUNNY!

morning

2007-11-04T10:07:00.000+08:00

cant rmb what i dreamt yest.
whole body aching for who knows what reason...
pwe~
tml still got SANA that takes up whole day.
SIANS!

okay im bored.
so shall draw out what i want and what i hate...
HMMS.

I WANT:
a pair of rollerblades =D
to go ice-skating
change hair style? LOL.
grow taller
unlimited amt of chocs.
NEL!
have a chance to use copic markers to colour my arts
print n sell my arts (WOohoo)
hopefully someone buys em (XD)
feels like changing spectacles?
lesser SJ trg
have more things to do(enjoyable)
my 5k 10k pageviews on dA to come soon! (now 4k+)
DO BETTER CGS!
draw better
have my own camera.
etc

what i hate:
sweet stuff
bugs n insects.
MOTHS N BUTTERFLIES!
and those standard stuff a normal person who hate
twits?
people who keeps ignoring other's sms -___-
etc

WHAT TO DO? ANYONE CAN SUGGESTS ANY?
anw, i found the oriential flirting game XD
its the same as the school one...
LOLS

SHIBA KAIEN!

2007-11-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

was looking for characters that has the same birthday as me.
while browsing, i rmb SHIBA KAIEN!
he's so cute, well, pretty sad that he died so fast...
when i saw him, i rmb, i thought he n rukia would look good tgt
but wth, he has a wife =(
kinda saddened lorh...
hmm, if u ask, did i find any?
yeap, i did, some naruto char name zouri...
wonder who's that coz i gave up on naruto
will go look up who's that guy...
SHIBA KAIEN!
drew some stuff on drawing block.
gonna continue refining.
its a stupid pic. let me "draw" out the scenario.
OOC(out of char) WARNING!
okays here it goes.
renji wanted to give some flowers to Rukia.
(its supposed to be a RenRuki pic but... ichigo found his way in and)
Ichigo wanted to stop him, so they fought over that bouquet of flowers.
as expected Kon loves any girl(almost) he sees yeah?
so while those 2 were fighting, kon made his way and gave rukia a "heart".
stupid right? its kinda plain.
and the ichigo n renji is pretty chibi n deformed.
only rukia n kon is well drawn.
anw, kon's birthday is the same as kisuke's!
30th DECEMBER.
why not 1st?

horribleness

2007-11-03T13:40:00.000+08:00

this morning overslept.
trg 8.00, i woke up at 7.40.
coz set wrong alarm or something then i chiong go buy
1.5-> $2 WHAT THE HELL LA.
I go HARH?! that person lor.
then chiong. tx saw me she said its 7.59.
obvious gimme chance.
then only 4 person came!
might as well i continue sleeping.
then lesson okay lar. pretty interesting although freezing like siao
STUPID LEI, 11th (last day of chalet) got heartsaver exam (cpr)
then was discussing to leave or stay on 2nd night
COZ I WANNA STAY.
its like i don't wanna waste any more time.
so maybe 3rd day morn chiong hq lor
then must study, maybe study before or during chalet XD

after everything,
fought with sharmine -___-
ya la, i wanna scare you by screaming.
ahh whatver. rmv the line? " shriek to startle enemy"
then i dunno whack her mouth how many times.
then i got rubber back w/o it getting into my shirt blahs
so in the end i won right? stupid sharmine. so mean to me.
LOL maybe next yr revenge you. HEH HEH.
HEH HEH!
play untill i not hugry lar, stupid.
bought choco pancake then walked ard with sharon.
chatted n saw cindy at traffic.
she buy bread then i go home.
HAHA, talking to that LOSER.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
shant be nice.
COZ OF HER, SEC1S START TO ATTACK MY CHEEKS LA!

"Nobody's perfect in this world... says:
next time we duel again...
Nobody's perfect in this world... says:
dun wan play so rough mah...
Nobody's perfect in this world... says:
u gal gal so rough for wad"

thats sharmine..
how to don't rough ?
mwahahahahahas

anw, i might go get my reliever (expired 2 yrs liaos)
coz its like breathlessness occuring pretty often but not too serious.
SIAN LA!

and learnt that minor injuries hurts more than serious ones.
maybe... MWAHAHAHA...
man, im feeling sooooo evil right now

---later in the evening..
IM BORED..
NEL NEL NEL NEL!

anw
The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. (sad to say but pretty true)

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. (not rly)

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. (perhaps)

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. (YEAHS XD)

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

[b]What Are The Keys To Your Heart?[/b]

[b]You Are Pretty Happy[/b]

[img]http://images.blogthings.com/howhappyareyoureallyquiz/happy-2.jpg[/img]

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

[b]How Happy Are You, Really?[/b]

You Make a Good First Impression

You probably are making a much better impression than you realize.
Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do.
If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does.

Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image.
Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener.
The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating!

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

You Are Totally Addicted to Gossip

You love gossip - even when it's about you.
You're up on the latest news about your friends and celebrities.
In fact, people know to turn to you when they need the scoop.
You don't feel bad about dishing the dirt. If you don't want to be talked about - don't live it!

Are You Addicted to Gossip?

oh my... LOL.

You'll Find Love Online

Dating in meatspace is way too complicated and time consuming for you
You rather find a ton of guys at the click of a button
So go on, and have some fun in your online dating adventure
Just make sure perfectguy@mrright.com is who he says he is

Where Will You Find Your Dream Guy?

shld i agree? coz... LOL... SHHHH!

Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenager
And your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you date
You also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the party
You've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

last night

2007-11-02T10:58:00.001+08:00

cannot rly slp.
coz think alot, sorted things out.
yeah, feels better.
BLEHS IM STILL SICK!
my sis gonna sing BoA- Kono Yoru Shirushi
i think got audition la.
but dunno when, just asked her to go for it lor.
hmm, aiya, she is selected for choir so obviously she must be pretty good.
I SUPPORT YA!

chalet

2007-11-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

i cant wait.
its seems as if it gonna be damn fun
and...
nvm =)

current mood: pretty down n rotting inside out...

i have nothing to say.
i thought i got over it.
shld i say its not "it" but... BLEHS#
i hate this...
maybe...

listening to: I'll remember you- No secrets

"You are the one I'll always miss"

blehs~
im so not sure
i miss you
pretty muchy

today

2007-11-01T19:55:00.000+08:00

early morning fold clothes =.=
then ter use comp, war with lava n got someone innocent in again.
then blahs~ pretty fun then went IMM wif syu n lava.
walk ard, crap ard. saw lava's bro then spoil my mood.
went ard finding gift for lava's bro.
rot in mac and chatted.
went popular continue chatting and looking at books.
lava found a gift for her bro finally. kinda not worth it but nvm.
then went shaw( i think)
arcade. tried manual for daytona.
KEEP GETTING TRASHED.
SIANS.
then later went home.
SAW GRACE!
lols. then came back, no appetite and wasted food.
talked to gen, got reminded of something but dun wanna affect her mood.
coz i look at her and myself, for me there;s something still missing,
i think , gen, you know right?
but nvm la =)
and stupid! I AM STILL SICK =((
I...

i think im missing you
i might, still love you
im so not sure
i wanna cry
still wishing for something to happen

ITEM NO 1 : SCAN HAIR

2007-11-01T11:06:00.000+08:00

WATCHING BLEACH 146! OMG THE CUTENESS! MAKES ME KEEP TAKING SS.
I LOVE NEL! I LOVE ICHIGO MORE NOW! WAAAAAAAAAAAA!
RENJIIIIIIII! BYAKUYAAAAAAAAAA! OMG IM GOING CRAZY OVER BISHIES AGAIN.
BISHIES= Bishounens

YEAH! ITS A MIC! OMG ITS SO COOL! WAAAAA! I WANT!

YEAH! I DID IT XD
im serious. LOL
evidence?

XDXD
IM NUTS, I DESERVE MY NAME =3
kinda like how it came out.
but i tip toe to reach my scanner. SIANS.

last night war with lava,verbally.
2 people were involved not willingly.
doesnt wish to reveal names
XD.
it all started with this

i was like, wanna blackmail her?
then she fought with me and atk other ppl.
then start badmouthing each other then those poor 2 ppl
had to sit on the fence.
XD IT WAS FUN

good night all~

2007-10-31T22:15:00.001+08:00

mood: T________T for some weird reasons

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change

cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

i wouldn't say you didnt affect me

I'm bored

2007-10-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

random photos dug out

old. lame.

this one v long liao. i think i gonna die.
aiya, just digging out old photos. no offence to anyone

MY MASTERPIECE

pretty, not

LOL! THIS IS DONE BY FAROUQ N GEN!

NANA KITADE LOOKS COOL HERE!

my darling and my darling's darling

class photo. we are ants!

my darling and her love. i dunno la, LOL. one of her precious

EVENING PEOPLE!
went to rest n chat over phone wif lava.
then came out chat with that girl i love since she aint a girl (gen)
lols.
don't puke.
I WAS RLY BORED

so ya know the previous neoprint was a fake lorh,
gratz to people who realised.
wait i go resize the img. dun like the photo to be so big.
spot anything? XD

morning!

2007-10-31T09:38:00.000+08:00

cheer up larh.
just cherish the time now you are still in 2E'07,
well, officially, its not 2008 yet.
HMMS, leave it to end of yr then i start crapping.
anyways, max posts is how much? 300?
if so, i look forward to another blog =D
of course i won't delete my old one,
but kinda good coz i am moving on,
leaving memories behind...
im walking sideways again.
hope its just nice, as in i reach 300 by 2008 so its like 1 yr 1 blog
XD
i doubt it will, confirm overshot.
I feel so sick.
I WILL NEVER EVER DRINK MILO IN MORNING AGAIN!
warm drinks in morning makes me sick...
YAY, gonna go out with lava tml.
YAY, her sms overshot!
whatevers, later gen n jarron coming over to my house.
I WANNA CUT HAIR, but ppl said i shouldnt so i think i gonna cut it
like one wk b4 school reopen.
i dun wan my hair to be too long, about the length now can already,
shoulder-length liddat.

anw can see i change skin right?
i dun like how the post is being seperated, not distinct enuff? =(
HAIS, I WILL CHANGE IT!
JUST WAIT ToT...
or maybe not..

my dad say he gonna get a colour laser printer coz got student price, and blahs~
if liddat, i can get glossy paper or whatever u called it and print my cg-ed work..
sounds good.
LOL

DAMN! I'VE FALLEN SICK!
-cold/flu + plenty of headaches.
argh.
will not be online for long today

ace camp...

2007-10-30T22:04:00.001+08:00

i rmb how our class 1st ( thats what i rmb) worked together.
for the Gala night cheer...
how we made it together...
and it was so good that other classes applaud willingly...
If only, we could relive the night...
If only, we're still there...
If only, our bond will be like that as time passes,
well we will =) yeahs?
had this weird feeling after reading other random blogs.
everyone will miss their class and is reluctant, how about don't split us up?
LOL
we have to face this someday, seperations will come one day on the day we got together.
agree?
I rmb sharon said, its kinda hard to be as close if we're in diff class, although same cca.
LETS PROVE HER WRONG! =X
ahh, hopes she dont read this lei.
i can still rmb the cheers...
I regretted, but won't allow it to happen.
maybe during class chalet we cheer again?
as a "class" coz mainly co-operative ones will go for the chalet.
so lets cheer again, again as 2E.
well, LOL, this morning JY said, all 2E members...
2E members
no more we will be in about 2 months.
that almost made me cried during trg, well even now.
seems that i cant let go too..
but as time passes, im rly afraid we will become friends that will hi n bye only.
well, 2E'07 we'll always be =)
my senior told me sec2 will be the best yr out of sec school life.
true, coz next 2 yrs needa start studying of O lvls then no time like, slack?
HAIS, lets all wish next yr, will be better, much much better,
and also to remember team 2E'07 was enjoyable.
let it leave happy memories =)
well, im walking sideways again.
blehs~

some stuff did freak me out

newest "mission" READ-> MISSION blehs

2007-10-30T19:51:00.000+08:00

looking for a blogskin i like.
spent so long looking still cannot find leis,
its like i very choosy n picky i admit.
1. I like it either white or black, no grey.
2. "solid" colours, i don't like like normal colours' opacity edited like that (u wont ming bai)
3. simple n plain enuff ( like my present skin)
4. Must have at least a few colours. but not too colourful.
5. No navigations
6. Must be to my liking, the image
7. Must be like, what im thinking larhs.

so easy to choose right?
its not the end.
SOMEONE WHO IS BORED ENUFF HELP ME
TAT

blehs. 3oTH Oct

2007-10-30T15:53:00.000+08:00

today kinda embarassing.
supposed to meet yanli (lorry)
then went wrong place + got lorry and a girl wearing red.
i tot its her then went up n waved and its NOT!
so i quickly walk away then yanli came.
went to HQ, trg sians.
but funny stuff happen larhs.
then later took bus back to school, kaileun so funny.
CONCLUSION: kaileun loves lingyuan.
then went back school play catching blahs~
while waiting la, some people came.
some didnt.
sians, i want change blogskin.
can anyone help?
i don't mind handing my acc details lurh...
IM JUST SO SIAN OF THIS SKIN?
WELL, too colorful for my life. BLEHS~
aiyo, now things going so wrong.
I AM HUNGRY! SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

okay la, truth is im feeling so confused.
sitting on the fence again.
as in coz i don't if i do or i dont.
these days i'm kinda not myself, being mean to some people (sorry)
and is not very nice also, sorry if i offended you
people says, its the best to let go.
'what-ifs keep filling my mind up.
But its like, what do i want?
Why do i want it to be mutual?
WHAT FOR?
YEAHS, thats the qns most didnt think of!
and if you say to like have a bf or gf right,
its like, please, 14 yrs only,
still have a long long way to go.
kinda you want to have ur 1st b/gf so early kinda thing?
thats what i think la, no offence!
coz its like maybe along the way you love someone else,
then you cannot have him as ur first b/gf kinda thing.
WELL, I AGREE I THINK A LOT.
But think about it yeahs, maybe it'll change your mindset.
ahhh, parts and parcels of life.
what can we do?
nothing, but to handle them properly and learn from experience nehs?
but confirm will suffer. as in yeahs, you know what im gonna say.
X(

SEN NO YORU WO KOETE

"I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you
There are many unchangeable things in this world
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Putting these feelings into words is so scary
but I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words
That's why we can only smile
Why we sing "do re mi" among the vivid autumn colors
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
as to protect someone who's just been reborn

As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world

BLEHS~

2007-10-29T19:42:00.000+08:00

from hc;s blog

[b]Your Observation Skills Get A D+[/b]

[img]http://images.blogthings.com/howobservantareyouquiz/observant-d.jpg[/img]

You know that you remembered to put on underwear today...
But really, that's about it!

[b]How Observant Are You?[/b]

[url]http://www.blogthings.com/howobservantareyouquiz/[/url]
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I DUN UNDERSTAND SOME QNS ONLY
>w< align="center" border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" width="350">Your EQ is 93
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

NEOPRINTS

2007-10-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

found some neoprints while browsing through my messy folders.
taken on national day, remb coz of the stupid lousy machine.

will scan more soon

ORIGINAL CREATION

2007-10-29T15:32:00.001+08:00

WHEN WE ARE BORED WE SHOULD... ( VERSION 0.1)
ITEM no 1. scan our hair
ITEM no 2. learn the hare hare yukai dance
ITEM no 3. "Hi" everybody on ur msn contact list
ITEM no 4. Ask random people about their dm/pm
ITEM no 5. Start nudging people without saying anything
ITEM no 6. Start *poke* - ing everyone on your MSN list
ITEM no 7. Copy everything on from your conversation and paste 'em.
ITEM no 8. Copy someone's dm and pm and pretend to be 'em
ITEM no 9. Spam "i am bored" when talking to someone scary
ITEM no 10. Play a song and start recording voice clips bit by bit
ITEM no 11. Keep changing display pictures and say its animated
ITEM no 12. Keep blocking and unblocking someone and claim that you signed in and out tons of

times. and to irritate them ^o^
ITEM no 13. Mourn over the death of an ant
ITEM no 14. Start singing songs you learn when you were younger.
ITEM no 15. Counting steps you have to take to reach to the nearest water source.
ITEM no 16. Eat paper coz it tastes nicer than tissue
ITEM no 17. Start going to random people's blog and keep going on by clicking random links
ITEM no 18. Start making a record of who listens to what (msn)
ITEM no 19. Start saying how much you love your display picture.
ITEM no 20.

©Louiza

if you've have any suggestions please share.

banana

2007-10-29T14:16:00.000+08:00

me n hc made this.
cant rmb, hc plz try to rmb XD
coz we cant rmb original so made up

Its a sunny yellow banana day,
Louiza drink milk and hoiching eat bananas~
Let all drink the banana milk the banana way,
Lets drink the yellow banana milk?

meeting cindy later.

2e

2007-10-29T09:42:00.000+08:00

i dreamt i was back in 2e sitting beside tweety and behind wh.
then was like hiding notes blah blah.
then my stitch came along.
shld i say its pretty fun coz elfi rly came to school n did funny stuff
hmmms, cold cold.
wasting every min n second.
someone help me?
i feel im growin taller when i aint!
is it better so ceilings will be forever high?

things that are pretty much bothering meh:
1. MY LOST STACK OF PAPERS! (read previous posts)
2. TRAININGS =((
3. DOUBLE OR TRIPLE (yeahs , it came pretty late. im rly confused)
4. *COUGH COUGH*
5. cant think liaos. will add on...
sians la lava, y u go overseas on my bday. siansssss...
nvm.
BUAI BUAIS

list of animes i wanna watch (seems interesting?)
gunslinger girls
my-hime
jigoku shoujo last ep
any more recommendations?

some online anime streaming sites
www.animecraze.com
www.animecrunch.com
more

I AM CONFUSED

2007-10-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

I AM RLY IRRITATED.
I DON'T KNOW WHY...
BUT I FEEL LIKE CRYING AS WELL...
HELP!

seems fun

2007-10-27T16:38:00.001+08:00

this seems fun.
its getting so popular.
i nv watch the anime (the meloncholy of suzumiya haruhi)
go watch and you'll understand why didnt i

-edit-
was dancing to it. LOL SO FUN but kinda hard.
now i know liao, but need more practice but behind still a lil hard.
my wrist still hurts from bowling!
when i was rotating my wrist i realise.

ahh

2007-10-27T08:37:00.000+08:00

1. CLASS PHOTOS!
those who havent got ur class photo from kaileun...
charge!!!!!!! GET IT BACK FROM TEH PENGUIN!

2. My lost papers
i lose my stack of paper including my chinese exam papers, geog trip stuff
and my holiday homework, anyone who accidentely took them please tell meh!

went back school for ipw then argued with lcb once in a while.
zhen dui wo men de lor.

Read the lyrics...
Hagane No Kokoro- ed,win n al
(eng translation)

I’ll show that I’ll regain them
What I’ll grasp with my hands
Are a smile and the residue of tears

I understand your feelings
So I worry
We’re together at anytime

Even if we’re separated far apart
I feel that
Our thoughts will convey to each other

Fullmetal heart- even if the thoughts that
Each of us have of are different
Because our sympathies are certain
We can believe at anytime

Fullmetal heart- there are many things
That we have lost
But that’s why we can be strong
Because our bond is mightily deep

The truth is, I understand
If you aren’t by my side
I can’t do anything on my own

We’ll always be together
Let’s share everything
Joys, and even sorrows

I’ll envelope you, always
In kindness
But I’m just a bit sad

Fullmetal heart- the flowing
Time is cruel
But if our overlapping thoughts are certain
We can move forward at anytime

Fullmetal heart- even if it’s a destiny
As if even hope will be lost
If we’re together, we can overcome
Because our bond is mightily deep

The thoughts that kindness hid
Will give me that strength

Fullmetal heart- even if the thoughts that
Each of us have of are different
Because our sympathies are certain
We can believe at anytime

Fullmetal heart- there are many things
That we have lost
But that’s why we can be strong
Because our bond is mightily deep

nvm, lols. came across and think this will fit pretty well?
its up to you to decide.
the song is pretty nice but in jap

i feel like cutting my hair...
shld i?

the end

2007-10-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

2 years of friendship,
2 years of love,
2 years of bonding,
and finally comes,
the time for pain...

okies.
yesterday was horrible.
at nighht i couldnt take t n broke down horribly and stuff.
almost killed my cupboard, then my dad force his way and start talkin to me.
he is kinda, a therapist? not sure of the term.
both my parents are, but haven get liecense yet.
then we chatted and i think i freaked my sis out, coZ i know its very loud.
i put most stuff down and feel much better.
one of the 1st times confiding in dad.
he knows something is bugging me and he told me he feels bad for not being able to help.

this morn go get gift from lava,
watched romeo n juliet
THE ROMEO LOOKS LIKE MY DEAR TAMAKI!
i didnt rly like the movie. its so, violent n stuff? whatevers.
then gave syu a suprise.

This is how it ends...
1.The board#

everyone took the cartoon version of themselves down.
and me n sharon were like touched.
coz, we thought it wont be appreciated n vandalised, it didnt.
we thought nobody will care, and throw it away, it didnt.
I AM SO HAPPY N TOUCHED THAT ALMOST ALL TOOK THEM HOME!
its rly not easy to draw 39+6 people...
i admit most work goes to our dear sharon =)
i'm kinda happy coz... TEEHEE! dont say!

2.sad mdm siti
she was kinda disappointed coz she had to give those forms to law they all.
coz it leads to some serious consequences...
and also she cant bear( obviously?)
+ the cip stuff.
and she specially made those snacks for us

3. The weepings.
There are times in class i almost cried.
maybe just tears in eyes only.
but met cindy, she cried a lot.
and i realised i cannot take it anymore and cried tgt.
hugged a lot of people.
cindy + mdm siti cried = a scared mr phoon

and everybody, goes their own way

2E'07! I LOVE YOU!

then went eat then go jurong, not enuff $ ice-skate.
disappointed lor, then go arcade play.
hc lose her water bottle.
then wanna watch movie coz a lot of time but nv.
so went bowl, at hometeamNS i think.
shoe stiff = my leg pain.
i think lava will post some vids
starting i was kinda good and leading (1st time bowl)
but later become the lowest.
BUT I GOT ONE STRIKE! WOOHOO!
hc almost strike 2 times
then team up challenge the 2pros (syu n lava)
and kena trashed horribly.
went home lor, then damn thirsty.
walked a long way then reach mrt.
on the way we talked bout how birthdays r celebrated.
MINE WASNT, last yr. LOL!
then played 4 person murderer.
LAVA CHEATED!

then reached home,
tired and sad.

a long year it is,
the wonderful memories are embeded,
deep down in my heart, that is.
the ups and downs, along the way,
but we made it anyway,
so here we are, at the goal,
and its the time we have to say goodbye.
I LOVE 2E'07 A LOT!
I'VE LEARNT A LOT!
all of us have to go our own way. not rly larhs, but oh well.

I HOPE you guys get in the class you want, and so does the ppl u want to.
2E'07 FOR THE WIN ALWAYS!

=((

2007-10-25T15:46:00.001+08:00

EVERYONE IS GUILTY OF KILLING MY FAMILY MEMBERS/RELATIVES.
YOU CANT DENY!
yeaps. today was kinda fun.
had headaches, stupid mealworms n stuff.
hais, kinda sad.
went shopping for syu's gift coz tml her bd.
managed to "shoo" her away while we do that.
went into shops, esp precious moments with THOSE songs.
makes me sad, what more some cards.
DAMN IT!
got a appropriate gift, kinda cheap.
its like total we spent 10$, each person bout 3$

hais, just read cindy's post, and it DID poke me.
tml is the last day, maybe we will end up hugging n crying likes theres no tml tml.
coz seriously theres gonna be no tml, for 2E.
as in no more 2E'07.
AWW, i wanna cry already.

and also, my results are sastifying but not good enough, to me.
then i show my dad already he was like, harh? ur eng b4 arhs?
i was like , hard to score mahs
then he said nothing although i did quite well.
sad. sad. sad.
hais, my parents don't rly care -____-
see first, maybe my mum will but she coming back on sat or sun.
photostep one for her XD.
ahhhhhhhhh, im soooooo sad.
dont think she wont.
coz they think i shld study for myself and they dun wanna pressure me by
giving me expectations.
do well, no nothing, dun do well, some mean words.
thats it.

and speaking about birthdays, sad la,
lava gonna be overseas during my birthday =(
lols.
why make a big hoohaa. LOL!
maybe its me or what, lets hope its just me.
*inserts how im feeling *
feels like crying but supressing tears n sadness as usual
im down, rly down.
im having headaches from thinkin again.
i dun wanna think.
too much stuffs still bothers me,
those disappointments i tried to put down and to move forward,
they are back...

202

2007-10-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

hais, today was SIAN SIAN SIANNNNNS!
nvm, hahas, realised something and was okay with it.

no longer that much,
no longer mattered much,
won't stay for long anymore...
as i finally saw,
how not worth it,
it was,
what a waste of time,
it was,
such a long year,
or should i say pretty fast,
and its not even a year...

i wonder who got it.
well, you dun have to ask.
if you know then leave it.
went for CIP, that person malay so yeahs then went home lor.
gonna watch claymore. jigoku shoujo on hiatus.

although i still care,
and i hope,
but deep inside,
its deemed not as important as before,
as strong as before,
although it still resides,
i believe,
soon enough,
we will say bye,
as it won't stay for long,
or should i say, it CANT stay for long...
unless... unless, something out of ordinary happens
But its better not to hope,
not to wish,
let it be,
let go,
and be gone.

everytime i go bout writing short phrases,
has this habit.

I AM HUNGRY...
ME WANT EAT YA.
YES YA, THAT idiot SITTING IN FRONT OF YOUR COMP!

what i did to a cat.
i start waving n saying hello to this black cat n its stared at me T___T

SUGOI!

2007-10-23T14:21:00.000+08:00

omgomgomg!
my sa2 was so horrible tillo i tot i had to forgo triple...
BUT IM SO HAPPY!
my class postition is 11th and there are 2 11s n 9s. (improved one position)
my lvl is 35! improved from 39.
its like how can it be, when my mid yr was better then fye?
so my place in triple kinda secured. dun need worry coz not all
top40 taking triple n stuff.
=P
siti promised to get me something if i get in.
HEH HEH
haven told my parents yet.
and the movie shown today was kinda sad, almost cried. LOLS.
no la, actually something else was bothering me already.

dear you know who you are

2007-10-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

dear miss/mr youknowwhoyouare
im kinda tired of this can?
if you like the person, you shld wish all the best for him.
don't go breaking his n his partner can?
you think it will make you happy and he will like you arh?
please la. stop being so naive!
he wont, he will hate you instead.
im not even related n stuff or an outsider shld you say but
people never say anything dun mean they are okay...
spare a thought for others please.
im not saying you are totally a bad person, i know you are nice,
if you change a lil bit of this and that it'll make you more likable kays?
i mean no evil. just being straightforward =)
HAIS.
nvm.
Reflected on what happened in 07.
kinda, good n no good.
whatevers.

....

2007-10-22T18:13:00.000+08:00

NOT IN BAD MOOD OKAYS?
READ
I BITE
BIG N CLEAR
hais, nvm, maybe not. i don't know larhs....
PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST

jigoku shoujo

2007-10-22T15:53:00.001+08:00

jigoku shoujo aka hell girl. isnt scary at all.
that enma ai (hell girl) seems quite nice.
at epi 2 only...

When one is cursed, two graves are dug.
When you die, your soul shall fall into the pit of Hell..

lols. heh heh... claymore is nice also...
hahas.
wanna draw enma ai ><
AIYO. i click wrong button, the vid have to reload.
omg ep 2 that idiot...
LOLS!

banggg

2007-10-22T15:37:00.001+08:00

lols. today was fun.
headache coz walked in drizzle =__=
then played cheat n stuff.
wahlao.
hais, cheer up gen.
bought pretz n some chips.
pretz not nice one, next time dun buy.
eating n watching anime.
finish pretz liao. the chips, a lil sian, dun feel like opening.
YES! MY SIS GONE!
ALL THE MYSELF!
COME GEN, I DUET WIF YAAAAAAAAAAAA!

5th post today?

2007-10-21T19:07:00.000+08:00

one day post so many times.
lols. joel request that i help him in drawing again.
hahas.
untill now that Venturer Deviation only 2 faves...
SAD.
HEY RMB UR PASSPORTS n $20 TML!!!!
REMEMBER ARHS...
hais, something started so wonderfully,
then ended so like fast?
its not on me but its like.
"aww... so fast =( "
hais, i feel sad too =(
you know who you are, you told me earlier earlier not to mention names yeahs?

plans to watch Jigoku Shoujo,
i read the description and it seems pretty freaky + sadistic!
and Claymore.

bored

2007-10-21T16:57:00.000+08:00

this is how a picture speaks a thousand words.
maybe im opening another dA acc coz i do a lot of stuff n my gallery is very messy.
fyi i do....
photography, photo manips, trad/digital arts, icons, banners, wallpapers...
don't believe, go browse my gallery n you'll see how messy is it.
i do a lot of diff stuff but master of none -__-
horribly is that...
read my gallery stats.

oOpizzaOo has 3,916( SO LITTLE!) pageviews total and her 166 (so MUCH?!)deviations were viewed 12,857( speechless) times. She watches 49 people, while 33 people watch her.( not bad la)

Overall, her deviations received 380 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 137(i comment so much, kena commented so lil + my works tio viewed like 12k times only faves 137)times, while she commented 1,061 times, making about 1.78 comments per day since she joined DA. This means that she gave 28 comments for every 10 that she received.(ok larhs(

Her deviation with the most comments is ')">Friends under the sakura trees (one of my oldest n ugliest works) with 24 comments, while her most favourited one is ')">Sasusaku Confession, with 12 favourites. Her most viewed deviation is ')">Sasusaku Confession with 1,973 views. (but 12 faves ONLY)

4 favourites were given for every 10 comments.(must work harder)

Every 3.5 days she uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Friday, with 60 (36%) of her deviations.

Her busiest month was September 2007 with 42 (25%) of her deviations.( cool)

The majority of her deviations are uploaded to the Photography gallery (53), while her favourite category was Photography > Miscellaneous with 38 deviations.( WAHAHAS)

Comments per deviation: 2.28(i have 166 deviation leis)
Favourites per deviation: 0.82 ( sad...)
Views per deviation: 77.45 ( LOLS. viewed so much no faves)
Comments per day: 0.63
Favourites per day: 0.23 (PATHETIC)
Views per day: 21.6 (ok larhs or is it i view others?)
Pageviews per day: 6.58 (aiyo... pathetic)

photmanip!

2007-10-21T16:23:00.000+08:00

plz go there, by clicking, and click download.
THE FULL IMG IS MORE SHIOK AND U CAN LIKE ENJOY IT MORE...
THANKS!
took me hours.
i spend time staring at the img and thinkin what to add

fma love is back

2007-10-21T11:51:00.000+08:00

"Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is Alchemy's First Law of Equivalent Exchange. In those days, we really believed that to be the world's one, and only, truth."

anyone familar?
hahas, fma's opening quote!
the love came back when my sister yest watched random eps of FMA

and the end...

"The Philosophers' Stone: those who possess it, no longer bound by the laws of Equivalent Exchange and Alchemy, may gain without sacrifice, create without equal exchange. We searched for it, and we found it."

so sad leis. they elric bros strongly believe in equivalent trade then in the end it aint
coz when they did human transmutation to get their mama back, they didnt when al loses
his whole body and ed loses his hand n leg..

anyone can tell me if fma's manga end already?
Rumours that fma2 gonna come out.
but from the movies ending (spoilers- highlight to read XD)
they came to the real world so alchemy is not possible so the title might change coz
fma= fullmetal alchemist nehs.

today pro, woke up at 11 still sleepy. headache.

2007-10-20T19:01:00.000+08:00

kena tagged by sharmine coz i kpo go read her post + im bored also

List 10 people on your mind now.

1.Lava
2.Jinyan
3.Sharon
4.Charis
5.Hoiching
6.SHarmine!
7. Genevieve
8. Farouq
9. ... XD...
10. Sumi
random orders

Out of this 10 people, how many do you love?
erm, all? =D coz i dun hate anyone mahs...
hmm, if you say seriously right,
6,7 only =X

List 10 people you love inclusive of the number of people you previously mentioned loved.

1. LAVA
2. XD
3. sumi
4. Genevieve
5. Jinyan
6. Sharon
7. siti
8. syu
9. charis
10. myself

so hard...

How did you get to know 7?
sec school, same class. 1E'06!

Why do you love 9?
She's my lovely tweety.
A person whom I love pinching...
Same species.
Will gang up with me to bully Jinyan

on the scale of 1-10, how much do you love 4?
can i don't rate. ahh... okay lorhs 8, AHHHHH~

What is your relationship with 1?
LOLS. my best friend. always kena tortured on me, vents anger on her too.
my listening ear. someone who smacks me when i go daydreaming about impossible stuff.

Who is 5 to you?
My ex-sitting partner. Is very cute. Always makes me laugh =D

Why is 2 important to you?
ehhh, duh? LOL! well, not rly larh.

What do you love most about 8?
she's cheerful + innocent + nice

Will you love 3 forever?
I don't mind. so yeaps.

What will you do to express your love if 6 one day fell from a building?
packing her leftovers of her body XD
bring her back to the zoo... join the lions, her family...

Do you want to love 10 forever?
I LOVE MYSELFFFFFF

Choose 5 people to do this, that you love of course!
yueyoong
sumi
yangyu
hoiching
Gen( she is my darling coz she aint a girl =P)

mere thoughts

2007-10-20T17:14:00.000+08:00

hmm, my blogs n dA accs n etc are dead.
this shows i'm kinda not seen.
hais, its kinda disappointing for me to update my dA and stuff
with efforts then no one even bother or appreciate kinda thing.
which makes it seems wasted, waste of time.
I've been through not a lot but at least i faced a lot of problems,
and horrible stuff while reaching here, where am i today.
those stuff were horribly horrible.
sometimes, people are already so like erm, should i say, have what people wants,
but doesn't appreciate it much...
there are times when i felt down and there's no one i could go to...
hais...
i realising i've been hurting myself by letting others affect my life.
i want the I-dun-care-bout-what-people-thinks-of-me Louiza back.
at least its so better than the Louiza now.
conflicts with my family...
sians, not my fault la, zzz, but hais...
i know they care.
this year is really a year which i faced a lot of problems,
hurting people n myself...
i don't want this, i don't think it will ever happen to me,
but i am growing, i have to face the harsh reality,
that the world, what people think ain't as simple as me.
one of the first times i rly go mourn over my results.
first yr that i fell so many times. the disappointments.

hais... i am neglecting whatever thats happening ard me now, hopefully.
i don't think anyone will read this but who cares. lol.
i happy can liaos.

PHOTOMANIPULATIONS

2007-10-20T14:44:00.000+08:00

was bored.
played with newly dl-ed brushes.
WARNING: OVERDOSAGE OF BRUSH X)

then got bored.
browsed stock images...

summary of todayyy

2007-10-19T18:24:00.000+08:00

kays,nothing much lor.
played speed aka stress in class.
when wanna play cheat (halfway) then mr lim came in.
played happy family, then my dose family kena stolen by lava RAWR
hmm, speed i keep losing, won TWICE only...
then nothing much, the performance was enjoyable...
i love th music, feels like savouring it every single bit....
okays, sounds wrong XD
and thats the time, i realised something,
purposely used it to rub reality into me... ahh...
=(
shant elaborate.
then trg... sian lars.
got a lil bit more serious asthma attack?
i dunno la, but always i got breathing difficulties i dun care one.
but today a lil more serious?
then went rest then played soccer.
jinyan pro, play till toe injured... (take care)
then went home with yanli...
i nv eat for the whole day and i have no appepite when food is served...
DANGG.

well, read between the lines

2007-10-18T14:14:00.000+08:00

got hit by soccer ball, pain>< i am sad, i am really disappointed
played badminton, sians.
i am very depressed...
slippery
nothing ever goes right for me...
almost slipped.
im sick n tired of disappointments.
but didnt, never eat during recess.
cant they just stop bugging me?
later hungry
yeahs, don't think theres any use... and who cares
and much more, then went home.
i saw a gleam of hope, i suppressed it,coz i know it aint true.
"fought" with shasha during science.
all an illusion, misunderstandings.
haiis, mdm siti made me sad =(
maybe, you would care, but i know you won't.
FACE THE TRUTH LOUIZA, SAY GOODBYE TO TRIPLE SCIENCES!
theres a lot more to vent but this isnt very appropriate
the feeling went into hiding but i know... its somewhere near...
heh, all my imagination pfft
anw, sians, i gt cuts n bruises from nowhere, i dunno how i got them...
and nopes i don't cut myself or tried abusing myself
and thanks gen, thanks a lot... T____T

thus i broke down once again, hidden.

when will be the next time i could actually smile, meaning it...
edit-
thanks jinyan(that cute lil stitch), thanks shasha *hugs*
went for short nap and feels better.
my headache n not-feeling-well-ness is still there.
perhaps, i am rly falling sick, maybe gonna prepare letter for tml to miss trg...
could it be stress? lols, after exams leis.
ahhhhh...
thanks a lot *hugs* gen too!

purely mouse work

2007-10-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

hehee, abt 15mins mousework.
my hand pretty steady right?
lols =X hais, i wanna do thisssssssssssss
HAHA FUNNNN!

results

2007-10-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

kinda disappointing but sastifying lor.
English~ 69/100 ><
Chinese~ 69/100 ><
Maths ~ 66/100 >< (improve one mark from sa1)
Science~ 61.5/100 >< (sad)
Geog~ 74.5/100 (will round up, missed out one damn 3 marks qns)
Lit~ 70/100 >< (sad)
Hist~ erms, currently cant rmb, 65/100? (SAD)

so its all SADS!
2 A2, 2 almost A2, 4 B3, 1 B4...
AHHH~
MID YR! HELP MEH!

2E wallpapers

2007-10-16T16:50:00.000+08:00

ehh, thank lava for e suggestions.
she asked me to make it.
anw i saw my ex-classmate from another school!
saw her not long ago. lols.
anw, giant files. yeaps.
listen to cry and heavily broken by The veronicas. nice songs.
the walls not in high quality coz the bmp is damn damn big.
so jpg will do ^^;;
previews:
links to dA ( click download to dl the full size)
its 1280 by 1024. anyone wants other size, tell me. i will adjust it for you coz i have
a 1600 by 1200 one.

* BLOGGER CANNOT UPLOAD PICS NOW.
as in currently

so, COLOURFUL VERSION , PAST VERSION

other suggestions, ideas? no problem, tell me =D

well, kill me

2007-10-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

today was kinda fun. but hot sun, kinda heavy bag -> not fun.
i kinda regret not falling/jumping down outside the tall court there.
why didnt i do that? and i kinda regret now?
it was fun irritating n annoying people, yes i know i did that, kill me.
then went junction, ate ice kachang wif lava, messed table, a lot noise, ran off.
results...
YES! I SAID THE PAPER IS EASY AND SIMPLE BUT LOOK!
I CANNOT SCORE!
it applies to all the paper.
simple answer to this, COZ I AM STUPID!
I know how to do still score so little?
its like, this time it trigger off a lot of stuff, hiding deep down in my heart, which
makes me feel total useless although i know i am not that bad.
but it is still, it had been some time since i last felt sad.
It started yest, gen was right, thought about those words she told me.
people, its not coz i love someone n blahs~
its more then that, so don't think you know =X
im rotting away~
maybe depression is hereditary bahs.
got me right?
whatever crap
i went to sleep just now, its more of a lil reflection...
i wasnt sleeping, some stuff are still haunting me badly, but i don't seem
to get it. as in, what are they =(